InsideOut

It's a Blast by Erin Kirkland

2010-10-02T22:12:00.000-07:00

Know a 4th or 5th grader? Ten or so years old, excited about life in general, and alternately jumping in and out of childhood with a frequency that startles everyone? Yep. A little goofy, sometimes, too.

It's a demographic that often is overlooked in church communities, these kids-turning-teens. A bit too old for Children's Ministry, not old enough for Youth Group, the 'tween set nonetheless needs the same guidance, support, and prayers as the younger and older kids.

My husband and I felt compelled, called, and certainly blessed to be a part of Trinity's Blast 45 this year; five ladies and gentlemen who are smart, funny, and incredibly insightful with their thoughts and actions. Yes, parents, your kids.

Have you ever asked them to pray for somebody? We do, every week. I'm not sure what I expected, maybe the typical children's request for health and wealth and good times, but what I heard was way, way beyond my own brain's boundaries. I heard heartfelt prayers for children starving in Pakistan, requests for awareness of our world's oceans, and not one selfless desire. Not. One.

Blast 45 meets every Sunday afternoon. Pray, play, and grow. All of us.

Want more information? Contact Megan Holliday at 345-4823 or visit the trinity web site HERE.

Uncomfortable, Yet? by Erin Kirkland

2010-09-19T23:17:00.001-07:00

How many of you squirmed in your seats today when you heard that loving others like Jesus loved us was supposed to feel uncomfortable? I did.

How about that part of the sermon describing a stay at someone's house after they invited you, and the food is bad and the company even worse, and everything in your brain screams "I don't want to be here!"

But you stay, because this is a neighbor.

How about the person who loses their family, their home, and their sense of well-being through no fault of their own? Will you help? Will you stand by him or her? Or will you pass this person on to an agency who is designed to provide for their physical needs to save your time, your money, and perhaps your own sanity? This, too, is your neighbor.

How uncomfortable are you willing to be, to love your neighbor?

"Who Shall See God?" by Erin Kirkland

2010-09-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

Just wondering, those of you who were at worship today or this evening at 7:07 (and even if you weren't)....

Did you ever feel terrified? No need to answer; I'm sure all of us at one time or another have felt so fearful we were absolutely paralyzed. Tom talked about some of these today: Fear of failure, fear of rejection, pain (for us or someone else), fear of being alone, fear of death, among other things. Like standing on the edge of a cliff, looking down.

Today's sermon asked this question: "Who shall see God?"

Can we see God when we are afraid?

Fear has a way of overpowering, physically, emotionally and spiritually. I've been victim to it. As the parent of a special needs son I have taken fear and terror to new levels with little to show for it but frayed nerves and strained relationships, and always, the fear was still there.

Learning to allow the feeling of fear to enter my heart was a risk. Would God really be there, not to save me, but to embrace fear with me? Seriously???

Yep. Right there. He said it himself.

I Am Here. Even on the edge of a precipice.

The Parable of 'God Doesn't Nag' by Erin Kirkland

2010-08-30T13:13:00.000-07:00

For the record, I did not come up with that title. Tom Letts did as he was trying to help those of us gathered at last night's 7:07 service understand the Parable of the Sower, which doesn't sound nearly as compelling as the Parable of God Doesn't Nag, but, whatever.

In two weeks of diving into the inner workings of Jesus' methods of reaching the curious crowds, I am amazed at his ability to tell us what we need to hear in a way that makes us in charge of our own selves. In fact, the whole parable repeats the importance of recognizing what Jesus is trying to say about God's desire for relationship with us, the independent masses who always think we can do things ourselves.

We learned the purpose of a parable is to make us stay when everyone else leaves, and ask questions. Jesus doesn't give us the answer on purpose, knowing that if we want a relationship of deep intimacy with God, it is we who need to take the first step toward Him. Thus the "nag" part. If I don't nag my son to get ready in the morning, who ultimately wins once he figures out going to school without breakfast, or in his PJ's, isn't so fun? I'll wait it out. God will, too.

God tells us what we should do, based upon obedience and authority, as we learned in the morning service. But He doesn't make us do it, because of our own brokenness. We decide when we shall come to Him from rocky ground, in turmoil, finally realizing that asking questions when scattered blindly across the stones is the only way toward true understanding. It is our choice entirely to get up and walk away from the rocky ground, to sit somewhere else and listen, then ask How and What instead of Why.

Interesting last night when we were encouraged to ask questions of the parable, silence reigned for more than a few moments. Were we afraid?

Stay. Ask. God will wait for you to show up. In fact, He really, really wants you to. No need to be afraid.

Get Hooked and Filled!

2010-08-26T10:17:00.001-07:00

This Sunday, August 29th, is Trinity's Annual Fall Kick-Off!

The theme this year is "Fish for Life: Get Hooked and Filled!"

Come to Trinity on Sunday to find all the ways you can get Filled Up throughout the year.

Tons of cool information, activities, snacks and cake will be here following the 10:30am Worship Service. Make sure to check out all the booths!

See you Sunday!

30-Minute Service This Sunday!

2010-08-13T14:37:00.000-07:00

Don't forget this Sunday, August 15, is another 30-Minute Service at Trinity.

Show up for worship, as usual, dressed for action. After a short service, we'll all break up and disperse to our respective "filled-up/poured-out" activities.

Some people are going to the recycling center, others downtown to serve the homeless. Still others will be meeting new people and taking them to lunch. Whatever activity you choose, just remember to let us know about it.

You can leave a comment here, or at trinity@trinityalaska.org

Healing Misconceptions, by Tom Letts

2010-08-03T17:12:00.000-07:00

Meeting your Neighbors

So, from the "there are two kinds of people 'church people' and 'not church people'" post earlier in the week (please read it now if you missed it) comes the follow-up: How do we express the beauty, power and reality of the encounter we have had with Christ to a largely ignorant, apathetic and hostile neighborhood?
I'm going to start with two observations and then ask each of us to practice them next week. Ready? In Luke chapter 10, Jesus sends out 72 followers in twos into communities that were ignorant, apathetic or hostile toward this new community of faith. He sends them: to live among the residents (even in their homes), to teach and heal, and to proclaim the blessing of 'peace' upon the town.
1st observation: Jesus sends them 2-by-2. Say what you like but I believe that the reason for this was so that the people of these villages could see the unique quality of the relationship between the 'two.' I used to tell our volunteer youth staff, 'The students will watch how you love each other and then how that love overflows onto them. This is your testimony, to love each other in ways they don't see at home or school.'
2nd observation: Jesus sends them to offer the blessing of peace to a world that knew no peace. He sent them to teach and heal. But he sent them to do this all in real relationship to the people of the villages, 'Stay in one home, do not move about. Eat whatever they offer.'
So that's it. Jesus' followers faced a lot of what we face. Jesus' response? Go out in twos and build relationships based on offering blessing, healing and teaching.
On Sunday the 15th we are going to practice this very thing. This will be the third time we meet for 30 minutes of worship (10:30-11:00) and then go out 'in twos' (groups of two or more) to serve in our community.
Sign up this week for a ministry or talk to a friend or two and figure out something on your own. Another option would be to call a 'not church person' friend and take them out to lunch (or a walk, or...) with some of your coolest 'church' friends. That's all.
Feel free to contact me at any time tletts@trinityalaska.org I'll post comments from there in the next blog if you like.

Peace, tl

I Am is Enough...by Erin Kirkland

2010-07-31T23:57:00.000-07:00

Cleaning out my car today I found last Sunday's bulletin stuck between the two front seats. It was wrinkled after a week traveling next to my coffee mug and laptop case, and some of the notes I had scribbled upon it were smeared; I think my water bottle dripped.

I retrieved it from the floor and glanced at the reading and my hurried writing over some of the words. At the top was written "Filled with I Am". Next to that was "I Am is Enough".

It's been a rough week. Tragic events in our city, an incredible loss in the lives of some precious friends; I just wanted to rewind the last few days and start over with different results. But as I sat down in my driveway with the words I scribbled, I realized I had forgotten about I Am and what I heard last week as I Am was transformed into "To Be", a verb.

I Am is us, we heard. Jesus asks us to be action words. He expressed this to the disciples up on the grassy mountainside with words that gently and beautifully instructed to be "care-full".

The light of I Am is here, there, and everywhere, even if the valley is dark. If we are the light of the world, maybe then we are the ones who can help the suffering, the sorrowful, and the poor in spirit.

And that was indeed enough this week as I gathered a grieving friend in my arms and promised I would be there, with the light of I Am surrounding both of us.

Huffman Park Project Update! by Megan Holliday

2010-07-28T15:12:00.000-07:00

The Huffman Park Project is moving right along! Since receiving a grant in June to work on the park we share with Huffman Elementary, I have had the opportunity to meet with the Huffman/O'Malley Community Council and the Huffman Elementary PTA. Both groups are so excited for this project and are ready to get on board!

The next steps from here are to form a small group made up of folks from all three larger groups to be the planners and facilitators of this project. Trinity should have 2 or 3 representatives in the small group, so please contact me (mholliday@trinityalaska.org) if you want to be a part of this exciting project!

The park project is a perfect opportunity for us to partner with our neighbors and work on something to benefit the kids of Huffman Elementary school and this neighborhood. I can't wait to get going!

Trust and strays, by Tom Letts

2010-07-28T15:11:00.000-07:00

So, so sorry to miss the last post (more internet connection issues!).

As I reflected in the last post, 'Among the biggest changes in the living out of faith in our communities are issues surrounding trust and authority.' There are, in Anchorage, two kinds of people: 'church people' and 'not church people.' Most of the time these two don't understand or trust each other.

Remember, I've spent this summer involved in the National Assembly's 'Evangelism and Church Growth, Committee 15' and then off to the denomination's Academy for Missional Preaching, followed by a visit to the Evangelism Department of Fuller Seminary. Everything I'm hearing and reading from these three places leads to the same place: those of us who follow Jesus face challenges in our 'post-christendom, post-modern, secularized, pluralist world' that require a vast reworking of our theology, practice, words and deeds.

Here are the seven main sticking points for the people we work, school and play with (do you have one to add?): 1-Christians are judgmental, 2-Christians are hyper-patriots who support war (God, guts and guns made this country great!), 3-Christians are anti-intellectual/anti-science (the world is 5,000 years old, evolution is wrong, God got a virgin pregnant, and later, came back from the dead...), 4-Christians are hypocrites (they are all about morality but have affairs and get divorced as much or more than the rest of us), 5- Christians are bigoted homophobes, 6-priests are pedophiles, 7-ministers are only in it for the money (well, I'M in it for the cool, black robe...).

Now, one thing is clear to me in all of this. The days of being a lukewarm 'Christian' are fast coming to and end! I believe we were born in this era on purpose. I believe God has much to communicate to our precious neighbors. I believe that we have come to the point where our faith must become deeper, more real, and more powerful in its expression as we follow our Lord, carrying our crosses. Read Luke 14:25-33 and we'll talk.

More tomorrow. Peace, tl

"God's Love in Action": Stephen Ministry at Trinity

2010-07-25T21:57:00.000-07:00

It's a ministry of action: Walking, Praying, Caring, Loving, Meeting. The Stephen Ministry program, first founded in 1975, is designed to provide training and resources to dedicated lay-people for confidential, one-to-one Christian care within our congregation and community.

Not totally new to Trinity (we have had in the past a number of trained Stephen Ministers), the Stephen Ministry program will be reintegrated this fall under the tutelage of James Kirkland, installed today as the new Stephen Leader. Beginning in September, potential Stephen Ministers will engage in 50 hours of intensive training to equip them for ministry to anyone in the community who desires support during a difficult period.

We all experience challenges in life, and the Stephen Ministry program benefits those faced with loss, hospitalization, divorce, spiritual crisis, terminal illness, lonliness, and many other times when life seems too difficult to handle alone. Stephen Ministry is a confidential ministry; the identity of those receiving care is absolutely private.

The most important aspect of Stephen Ministry is our role as members of Trinity and the greater community: "Filled up-poured out", for sure. We can pray for hope and healing through this ministry, we can accept care from a Stephen Minister in a time of need, we can refer hurting and broken individuals to the program. Most of all, if you are a compassionate listener, you can prayerfully and carefully consider becoming a Stephen Minister yourself.

Trinity's Stephen Ministry program is accepting applications for the upcoming fall class. Please contact James Kirkland with questions or comments regarding the program at deacon4u@alaska.net. Or, for information about Stephen Ministry as an organization, visit their web site HERE.

Remember what we heard this morning? YOU ARE the Light. Why hide it under a bushel basket? Shine.

Trust and obey?, by Tom Letts

2010-07-20T20:13:00.000-07:00

Serra Retreat Center, Malibu, CA

Welcome back! I want to start by saying how cool it is that we continue to get lots of hits on this blog every day (from a high of over 100 to still over 70 each day!). And be sure that the next few weeks will include posts on the fallout (good and bad) of GA.

So, I'm in LA at the PC(USA) Missional Preaching Seminar (year 2). Twenty-four of us are studying and practicing issues of developing and leading congregations in worship, preaching and mission (mostly preaching). This much is becoming clear to me/us. Everything has changed. We live in a world that is nothing like our grandparents' world. Among the biggest changes are issues surrounding trust and authority. Let me explain.

There are, in Anchorage, two kinds of people: 'church people' and 'not church people.' Most of the time these two don't understand or trust each other. Before I go any farther I want to make it clear that, from where I stand, Trinity's 'church people' are pretty free of this fear of the 'not church people.' So I would like to spend time on how 'Trinity people' are perceived by our 'not church people' neighbors.

Here is the rub. We believe, really believe, that we all were created in God's image, broken and in the midst of being healed. We believe that something really special happens when the 'covenant community' (remember your membership vows, and the sacraments?) gathers to celebrate God's presence in their lives. We believe that if our 'not church people' neighbors could see what we see and know the Love that we have known, they would be deeply enriched.

So for the next few days I would like to look at our 'not church people' neighbors. What do they think of 'church people?' And what do they think of 'Trinity people?' Mixed with this, we'll look at 'Trinity people' and how we live, speak, and engage 'not church people' in ways to introduce them to the Love in Christ we know. More tomorrow.

God is good. Love you all, tl

Kids Fun Week Wraps Up to Rave Reviews by Erin Kirkland

2010-07-10T09:06:00.000-07:00

Our first-ever nature-themed, world-oriented, self-driven Kids Fun Week finished in a big way yesterday afternoon with a performance by the kids and a ton of food provided by everyone.

What started as a "seed" in the midst of winter "grew" into one of the most positive and productive events we've ever done. At least I think so.

Comments I've overheard ranged from "This is the coolest idea ever; I've been looking for ways to connect my kids to nature and God, but I hadn't yet found a way," to "I hope you're going to do this next year!"

Many moms and dads headed directly from Kincaid Park's Bunker to the home store to buy planters to hold the multitude of plants and seeds brought home by their kids. What a great reminder of a great week; a pot full of blooming plants and a home full of blooming kids.

Well done, everyone involved!

2nd Friday post late night by, Tom Letts

2010-07-09T20:19:00.000-07:00

Sarah and an old guy

Ran into Sarah Pisk this week! That's no big deal to you yet, but I think it will be. You each have someone like this in your life, or maybe you ARE this to 'an old guy.' Sarah came to faith as a Jr Hi kid at our presbytery camp in Montana. I was dean of that camp for eleven years and have vivid memories of her as just a kid. She has grown in maturity in Christ and has become a winsome witness to the fruit of faithful ministries to youth. I am that kid to a handful of men and women who 'raised me from a pup' in Christ. You are that kid to someone too, aren't you? I stand in awe in the face of the Spirit's good work in maturing us in Christ. Sarah was food for my soul. [And, of course, I encouraged her to apply for an internship next summer!]

Outside the convention center each day, and outside the meeting room doors most days, have been groups protesting for or against decisions of the Assembly. Today, we had a group (news cameras and all), enter the meeting with placards, and stand, singing, on the stage. The moderator did as we have all been taught to do in seminary and had the assembly stand and sing a hymn (thank God the delegates from Montana with gun racks in their trucks weren't in charge!). We then took a recess for a few minutes and returned to business.

Three proposals related to the formation of non-geographic governing bodies were disapproved by the Assembly. These three proposals, respectively, called for the formation of a new non-geographic Korean presbytery; flexibility in presbytery membership; and a New Synod designed in part to overcome the constant preoccupation with battles over sexual ethics.

These are the three sites I use every day:
pc-biz.org [following the work of the committees of GA]
ga219.pcusa.org [the official site for news and information]
pfrenewal.org [you can register for updates or just click on the articles you want]

God is good. Love you all, tl

Assembly gold, by Tom Letts

2010-07-09T14:09:00.000-07:00

Kirk, Tom and Tom (Fuller Seminary class of '84)

OK, so, kids' fun week looks like a WHOLE lot more fun than GA. Please greet 'Moose" and "Goose' for me.

These three guys had similar hairlines and a net weight about 150 pounds lighter in '84. While at Fuller we worked together in ministry, played intramurals together, and studied almost as hard as Tammy. This week became much more than business as the three of us laughed at the foolishness of our youth and talked deeply and honestly about our lives. Good, and godly men are worth their weight in gold.

A really interesting conversation/debate was held today over the stock portfolio held by our board of pensions. The PC(USA) holds many millions of dollars of investments for its pastors' retirement funds. The board has a standing mandate to monitor all companies in which we invest for practices that might contribute to abuse or oppression of people (like tobacco companies, weapons manufacturers...). The board is monitoring, and in conversation with, six companies in which we hold stock that might be problematic. I am impressed with the diligent, mature monitoring done by the board. We've divested from some very profitable corporations for the sake of seeking more righteous investment.

God is good. Love you all, tl

Kids Fun Week Rocks and Rolls and Kincaid Park

2010-07-08T22:43:00.000-07:00

Our Kids' Fun Week participants are jumping, crawling, and digging into the beauty of our earth from the ground up. Whether it's planting seeds, turning everyday products into useful items, or singing the rockin' cool song "Everything Has a Place", kids from all over Anchorage are enjoying an awesome three days of God, our community, and ourselves.

Here's a few pics from the week so far. Don't forget, a picnic for all those involved will be held at Kincaid Park (site of KFW) tomorrow at 3 p.m. Please give your RSVP to the folks at the registration table in the morning.

Late night vote a surprise, by Tom Letts

2010-07-08T20:33:00.000-07:00

After the dinner break following the ordination and sexual standards vote, we were addressed by an ecumenical advisory delegate from the Orthodox church. His opening was, 'I bring you greetings from the orthodox church, never reformed and never reforming. We have held our orthodoxy for 2,000 years.' The priest then went on to note, 'I see that you have been guided by the Holy Spirit to overrule the Holy Spirit's Book and redefine sin. This is confusing to me. Maybe there is another spirit than one being listened to. This kind of activity seems more like pagan hedonism than Christianity.' These were humbling and sobering words.

At 10:38 pm Central, by a 51%-48% vote the 219^th assembly voted to honor the current biblical standards and definition of marriage.

God is good. Love you all, tl

Big 219th GA vote by Tom Letts

2010-07-08T15:13:00.000-07:00

Trick-or-Treat for UNICEF

In a 53%-46% vote the GA chose to send to presbyteries for vote, a proposal to strike sexuality standards from ordination requirements. It is likely that the presbyteries will reject this proposal. Here we sit, however, tied up again for hours and spending tens of thousands of dollars on this issue. Oh well. God is good and we'll work this out.

Did you know that trick-or-treat for UNICEF is a PC(USA) program? 2.4 million kids did it last year!

Did you know that the fastest growing churches in the PC(USA) are racial-ethnic? And, that only 8% of the PC(USA) is racial-ethnic?

Did you know that 'The only person who likes change is a wet baby?' (Mark Twain)

Did you know that the members of this assembly donated over 7,000 articles of new clothing to local homeless projects in the Twin Cities area?

Did you know that my birth year (1956) was the year that women were first ordained as pastors in the PC(USA)?

You do now... God bless you all.

More later today, tl

First Full Day Of Plenary by, Tom Letts

2010-07-07T16:53:00.001-07:00

Committee 15 ends its work!

Dear Saints- It will continue to be a 'good news-bad news' week. I'll mix them up for all of our sakes.

C15 (Evangelism Church Growth, PILP), as the first to finish its business, became the first to present today. We presented without a hitch and some great 'legislation' has been put into place. There is an emphasis/program called 'Deep and Wide.' that sounds and acts remarkably like 'Filled up. Poured out.' So cool to be a part of continuing this essential work if the denomination is to grow in vitality and numbers. The stat that I use so often is being used here all the time, '75% of our congregations are in decline, but 25% are growing. What can we learn from the 25%?'

C15 showed an instructive and inspirational video about a couple churches in the 25%, that I'm bringing home and will use in worship. BTW, we've seen some great video production here but none better then what Todd Hardisty has done for us.

The 219th GA daily paper is my first read each day. Tough, tough headlines today. 'New language offered for ordination standards does not include sexual ethics.' 'Definition of marriage to include union of 'two people.'' '$1.9 million cut from PC(USA) mission/ministry budget.' 'Committee votes to disallow formation of non-geographic synods based on theological agreement.' Each of these headlines is contrary to where Tammy and I (and I am confident the session as well) stand. The votes on these pieces forwarded from the committees start tomorrow and I expect all to pass, but you never know...

The worship music has been great. We are led by a young guy (late 20something) on acoustic guitar with a variety of his local worship team on vocals. Their band has a bass player, keyboard, and drummer. They are really good (but they aren't Cam, Will, Lori, Ryan, Meg2, and the rest). Oh, and I miss a good brass section! The musicians are from the Church of the Nations based here in Minneapolis. Look it up, its a great, 'missional' (Filled up. Poured out.) church.

Love you all, tl

Live and In Color by, Tom Letts

2010-07-06T22:16:00.000-07:00

Looks like C15 reports live on ga219.pcusa.org at about 11 a.m. Wednesday. Watch if you are bored! Peace, tl

They Say Its Your Birthday by, Tom Letts

2010-07-06T18:14:00.000-07:00

C15 was first done with official business! So we will present tomorrow afternoon. I'll find out our docket time at about noon Wednesday. You will be able to follow our report before the Assembly on a live video feed at ga219.pcusa.org I'll let you know as soon as I can our exact docket time. It's like live TV and everything!

Tammy joined four other panelists in presenting, to C15, practical applications of how churches reach out to their communities. She was brilliant as she walked the committee through, among other things, our developing relationship with Huffman Elementary School and Huffman Park.

After lunch, C15 went on our field trip. We are the envy of the Assembly! Both churches we visited had teams of pastors who were married (see, we're doing great stuff at Trinity!). Our second church was in 'THE bad part of town' (according to our bus driver). This inner-city church, Kwanzaa Community Fellowship, is doing just super work in their neighborhood. They partner with all kinds of secular and government institutions. Their creativity in partnerships has led to all kinds of amazing mission in their community. One of the coolest is their community garden. Unbelievable how it came together and the impact it is having. After a couple hours with the pastors and staff of a tour of the area (a lot of white people for that neighborhood), we gathered in their 'lobby' and prayed. People were laughing and crying and thanking God for all the activity of the Spirit in this beautiful work. You'll hear plenty later.

Tammy must have told the world of my birthday. Thank you, C15 and all of you at Trinity, for the blessings. It was a great day to turn 54. And tonight? A Jazz club for Brazilian jazz (that's right, Cam)!

Peace, tl

54 of My Closest Friends by, Tom Letts

2010-07-05T05:36:00.000-07:00

What has 54 voting Presbyterians, meets two floors underground, has no cell or internet coverage, and makes its own coffee? That's right! How did you know? Its committee 15 'Church Growth, Education, and PILP.'

Early morning prep meetings, late night prep on our own, and lots of coffee and dark chocolate have drawn the leadership team of C15 close. I love these four friends and partners! For those of you who follow temperament and management style profiles, the three women are devoted, hard-working 'Beavers' who don't rest until the work is done (in triplicate!). Tim is a 'Golden Retriever' who quietly keeps us together ('You doing, OK? What can I do for you?'). And I make cool power-points (I got on line and downloaded pictures from everyone's home churches), keep the coffee and snacks coming, mingle like crazy with the committee members at break and...got us a FIELD TRIP! [That would make me an 'Otter.' PS-no 'Lions' on the leadership team but we have plenty on the committee. Lions make big noise, and expect things to go their way a lot. They really don't like being told 'no' even by a meticulous otter who has done their homework. It is after a 'lion attack' that otters (that would be me) bring a cup of coffee and make a quiet lion joke to the beavers to loosen them back up.]

I've been asked to lead some prayer times and have introduced Committee 15 to guided prayer like on Sunday mornings. Lots of, 'Thank you, Tom. That was great after this long day...'

Tammy is spending her time between the PFR guest booth in the exhibit hall and visiting committees dealing with controversial topics. She leaves Tuesday to join Megan Holiday and the Kid's Fun Week staff out at Kincaid Park.

These are the three sites I use every day:
pc-biz.org [following the work of the committees of GA]
ga219.pcusa.org [the official site for news and information]
pfrenewal.org [you can register for updates or just click on the articles you want]

More later.

Peace, tl

Cool GA Sites by, Tom Letts

2010-07-04T15:26:00.000-07:00

Hey all! I hear we missed quite a worship service today. Alice Green and Derick Lee in a baptism not soon to be forgotten! God bless you Alice and Derick (and the rest who led!).

Opening business meeting: There are over 1,000 of us on padded metal chairs in a large convention center whose floor is polished concrete. Every time we stand or sit en masse it sounds like 1,000 Vuvuzela horns at the world cup. I almost broke into a German football song today.

There were technical problems with the voting machines (I believe they were brought in from Florida). But after a long tech delay (so glad for our worship tech people at Trinity!) the new moderator is... elder Cindy Bolbach. She was the most liberal of the candidates and won handily. One wonders what this will mean for the rest of the voting this week...

We finished the plenary meeting at 11:05 pm (after starting with my committee leadership team at just after 8:00 am). It was a memorable 1st day.

Websites for going deeper:
pc-biz.org [following the work of the committees of GA]
ga219.pcusa.org [the official site for news and information]
presbycoalition.org/ga2010main.cfm [a great site for all your GA questions]
pfrenewal.org [click 'ministries' and then 'issues' for exceptional background materials]
covnetpres.org [the 'liberal PC(USA)' website. Read to see the liberal views]
pres-outlook.com and go to Adam Copeland's GA blog [a denominational news agency asked this experienced writer/blogger to write this 'unofficial' blog]

More later. Peace, tl

Going deeper into pc-biz.org, by Tom Letts

2010-07-03T18:36:00.000-07:00

If you missed my last post, go back and read it. The site mentioned is a good one. This post deals exclusively with pc-biz.org so read no further unless you are REALLY into web-searches and the GA. Really. Stop reading now. You're still reading? Here we go!

OK, so, there is A LOT of information to sift through here! Were we using paper the initial materials for each commissioner would be more than six inches high, with the final tally closing in on a foot-high stack. It is a crazy amount of material but I've got some helpful hints for using pc-biz.org as a tool for finding what you need.

Remember pc-biz.org is the official website for the 219^th GA. You can click 'register as a new user' if you would like to track overtures and create bookmarks for future reference, or you can just start using the site.

As you search the site you can choose one of two filters (like looking through the whole bookstore or just going to the 'cooking' section). The larger-scoped filter is the event filter labeled '219^th General Assembly.' The smaller one is 'Assembly Committee' (this filter will keep you within the work of a particular committee, and you can change the committee -like leaving 'cooking' and going to 'fiction').

Now, if you are looking at an item and want to keep following it: you must have an account and be logged in, then you can click the 'watch this item' button on the orange bar. Each time you go to the home page you can choose 'I'm watching' in the 'show items' box and your watch listed items will appear, click for the latest activity.

If an item has an attachment (resources for background or further study) you can click 'Additional Resources' in the grey box in the upper right corner of the screen. Browse to the attachment you want and then you can either read it or download it.

Some controversial items to follow:

Marriage -committee 12 -key overtures: [weddings 12-06, 08, 09] [change definition 12-02, 03, 04, 10] [reports: pro change 12-12, pro traditional interpretation 12-13 (a GREAT doc)]

Ordination standards -committee 6 -key overtures: (new standards) 06-06 through 10 and 12 through 17, (traditional standards) 06-02, 03, 04, 05, 18

Muslims and Christians -committee 8 -key overtures: 08-04, 02

Happy hunting. Peace, tl

Live Site by, Tom Letts

2010-07-03T12:30:00.000-07:00

We are in our first meeting and have opened with commissioning and worship. I've got some good news and some bad news. First the good: there is a live site other than pc-biz.org that seems to be more 'newsy' and less 'techie.' The site is ga219.pcusa.org and has a live feed to the video feed for the assembly hall. If you are on an iPhone click the icon for iPhone, everyone else click VOD in the dark blue box. The bad news.? My email access to tletts@trinityalaska.org is down. Send (for the next 6 days only) to thomas_letts@hotmail.com More later.

Peace, tl

Introduction to the controversial issues by, Tom Letts

2010-07-02T21:12:00.000-07:00

Minneapolis Convention Center

Up in the air and on our way to the 219th General Assembly of the PC(USA). Thanks for your questions and comments relating to the Assembly and to the blog.

I've said repeatedly that there are four major issues coming before the Assembly but I think we should add a 5th. So, below is a list of controversial issues.
1-Sexuality and ordination (a variety of overtures -see my last post on 'overtures'- seeking to make the way clear to remove sexual preference restrictions in our ordination standards. In other words, to make the way clear to ordain self-avowed, practicing: gay, lesbian, bi-sexual and trans-sexual persons).
2-Redefinition of marriage (from 'between one man and one woman' to 'between two consenting adults').
3-Non-geographic synods (a proposal seeking to offer synod-type alignment to churches on opposite sides of the ordination standards issue. In other words, churches that could not, in good conscience, ordain a gay person to office would be free to align themselves with other PC(USA) churches who believe the same way.).
4-Palestine/Israel relations (a 150 page report that paints a stark picture of Israel's treatment of Palestinians. The report is factually accurate but scathing and some say might do more harm by alienating Jewish neighbors than the good it might accomplish in 'speaking the truth in love.').
5-Inter-faith worship (a task-force report seeking to affirm common worship between Presbyterians and Muslims -and Jews- as 'we are of the same Abrahamic lineage.').

Going deeper: a note on pc-biz.org
The site takes some getting used to but it works. The search engine is a good one. You can type in a word (like 'ordination') and you'll get a variety of 'hits.' Just go through the list and click what you want. Also, you can follow any overture or committee-work by searching for the overture or committee number (my committee is 15, Evangelism and Church Growth. We have no contentious overtures.). I'll post committee numbers and their controversial issues tomorrow.

I've run into some great sites that help interpret the issues of the Assembly. I'll give you a few tomorrow and maybe even a 'site of the day' during the Assembly. Blessings, tl

General Assembly 'overture' process. by, Tom Letts

2010-06-30T14:19:00.000-07:00

So, a few questions have come my way that might be good to answer before we move on to issues. 'How are Presbyterians governed? How are changes made to our stated beliefs and practices? Who makes the changes and how?'

The PC(USA) seeks to be guided by the movement of the Holy Spirit through: scripture, historic creeds, the Book of Order (our constitution), orderly group process (guided, in large part, by Roberts Rules of Order), and individual conscience.

The process of changing our constitution, with some variation, goes something like this (this is an oversimplification of the process that assumes all 'yes' votes): a person or session feels called to address a need or issue, they put this in writing and the session takes it to a meeting of their presbytery. The presbytery debates, perfects and passes the motion (now called 'an overture to the General Assembly'-like a 'bill' in the senate-). The overture goes to the GA offices and is assigned to a GA committee. The committee reviews the overture and decides that the overture will go before the GA. The overture is debated and voted upon by the GA. If passed, the overture is sent to all the presbyteries where it is debated and voted upon by each presbytery. If a majority of the presbyteries vote in favor of the 'overture' then it is placed in the constitution and carries authority (a 2/3 vote is needed to amend the confessions).

This year's GA may 'pass' an overture but no overture changing the constitution can have authority until it is passed by the local presbyteries. You may read a headline 'Presbyterians Vote to Ordain Kittens' but it should read, 'The General Assembly of the PC(USA) has voted to send to the local presbyteries for vote, a recommendation to ordain kittens.' [That's just a really long headline.]

More tomorrow. Peace, tl

Huffman Park Grant Website! by Megan Holliday

2010-06-30T10:57:00.000-07:00

Trinity is working in collaboration with Huffman Elementary School PTA and the Huffman/O'Malley Community Council to fix Huffman Park (located across the street from Trinity and Huffman Elementary).

Many of you participated in our first clean-up effort back in May - Thank you! Since then we have applied for and been granted a $14,000 grant from Anchorage Park Foundation to do some major repairs to the park!

More information will come later about dates to do some more work in the park, but in the meantime check out our grant website at http://www.anchorageparkfoundation.org/projects_challenge/2010_HuffmanPark.htm.

Get excited about this truly unique opportunity for us to be a part of our community in a new and active way!

Kids Fun Week - Exploring God's Creation! by Megan Holliday

2010-06-28T11:44:00.000-07:00

Trinity's annual Kids Fun Week is right around the corner! I can't believe it's almost here! For months we've been praying, planning and preparing for this 3-day event to take place on July 7th, 8th and 9th.

This year we decided to do something different - take KFW off-site, have a theme that relates to a broad community audience and change the times around a bit. The interest from the community is high and we are thrilled to see how some of these changes might open new doors for kids to meet Jesus!

If you are a member of Trinity and reading this blog, you are well aware of our history of fabulous VBS programs. This year will be no exception and it's not too late for you to be involved. We ask for your prayers for the leadership and kids of this events; for our safety and that the Word will find "good soil" in all of us. There are lots of supplies to still collect so call me (345-4823) and I'll let you know what we need!

If you aren't a member of Trinity and reading this blog we hope you'll be able to participate by bringing kids to this event. Registration closes on Sunday, July 4th at midnight so register online (www.trinityalaska.org) or call me (345-4823)!

God bless you as you consider how to best be a part of this event :).

Acronyms, Etc. by, Tom Letts

2010-06-26T11:13:00.000-07:00

Acronyms FYI by, Tom Letts

So, after a few conversations and some reflection, I've come to the realization that there are three kinds of people who will follow this blog. The first will want details and background and resources. You will want to study on your own and decide for yourself and follow the process on your own. I can probably help you best by pointing you, in a timely manner, to resources for information. The second type will want highlights and bullet points. 'There are four main issues, they are...' I can probably best help you by clean, brief information and 'sound bites.' The third type is pretty much my mom. Ruth will want to know how I'm doing. I'll help you, mom, by putting up lots of pictures on Trinity's Facebook page.

So, each blog post will start with a 'sound bite' for the day. Then I'll have a paragraph with links to further reading for those looking for more depth and information. For the next few days I'll take four of the main issues being presented to the Assembly in the Twin Cities. For today, however, I thought I'd give you a handy guide of common Acronyms used for this summer's assembly. Keep it for reference as I'll use them extensively in my posts. NOTE: there are 22 PAGES of acronyms in the commissioners handbook! Here are 11.

ACC-Advisory Committee on the Constitution

ACEIR-Advisory Committee on Ecumenical and Interfaith Relations

BoO-Book of Order

FOG-Form of Government

GA-General Assembly (national meeting every 2 years)

GAC-General Assembly Council (board of directors)

OGA-Office of the General Assembly

PFR-Presbyterians for Renewal (renewal group, Tammy on the board)

PLGC-Presbyterians for Lesbian and Gay Concerns

TSAD-Theological Student Advisory Delegate

YAAD-Young Adult Advisory Delegate

Remember to go to pc-biz.org it THE web site for this Assembly.

Peace, tl

TRAVEL NOTES: I leave July 1^st and return to worship at Trinity on Sunday the 11^th.

Do you 'See'? by Erin Kirkland

2010-06-23T08:29:00.001-07:00

I cannot seem to get the sentence uttered by Jesus out of my head. "Do you see this woman?"

Read it a thousand times, dissected the surrounding events and landscape, but still missed the point. "Do you see this woman?"

Seeing with our eyes is different than seeing with our heart, and I'm going to try and do the latter more often.

The heroin addict on the front page of the Anchorage Daily News who can't seem to come clean.

A staggering man on the corner of A and Benson who draws a cross on the slab of cardboard he holds up in front of traffic, asking for money.

My own frightened, impulsive teenager who struggles every single day to do the right thing and often fails.

Do I see them? Do I provide them with even the minutae of grace they deserve and God provides, but too often I do not?

Do you?

Trinity Goes Jungle for Mayor's Marathon

2010-06-19T20:01:00.001-07:00

A bunch of fantastic volunteers from Trinity braved a rainy, buggy day to help out at the First Ever Trinity Aid Station for the 2010 Mayor's Marathon today. With 2,000 entrants walking or running in this year's event, volunteers at Mile 10 handed out at least that many cups of sports drink and water, handful after handful of pretzels, and bananas by the bunch.

The theme was 'South American Jungle' and thanks to Cam Cartland and his magic musical instrument cache, the crew was able to move runners along with some world rhythms that kept folks jumping and jiving the remaining 3.5 miles to the Finish at West High School.

A HUGE thanks to Sonja, Ryan, Sara, Cam, Cassie, Will, Megan, Sara Stoops, Tom, Becca, Erin, James, Bill, Dean, Maryanne, Deborah, Rich, Shannon, and Marty for stepping up to help. It was so much fun and two fantastic things happened as a result. One, the "band" was recruited to provide some music for the upcoming Big Wild Life Runs in August; amazing since Cam taught most everyone how to play that morning. The next was a statement made by a walker towards the back of the pack.

"God put Christians right when and where I needed them! Thank you so much for being here."

Any time.

Meet Committee 15, by Tom Letts

2010-06-07T15:47:00.000-07:00

What a team! The pic is of our 'Committee 15, Evangelism and Church Growth' (from left to right: Mindy Adams-chair, Tom Letts- Vice chair, Rebecca Kirkpatrick -assistant, Gretchen Denton -parliamentarian , Tim McCallister -resource person). We have put together a 3-day agenda that will both move the business of the church forward and provide for encounters with a variety of 'missional' churches (including outside speakers and a field trip). Remember that pc-biz.org is THE site for the General Assembly. Go there and take a look around. More later. Peace, tl

AKP Update - by Eric O'Neal

2010-06-07T15:11:00.000-07:00

6/5/10
Our team has turned into a well-oiled VBS machine. Crafts, Bible stories, games and snack took place today without any hang-ups. The weather was beautiful today, sunny with a high of 70. We're still hoping to be bug-free the rest of our time here, especially for our youth group bon fire on Wednesday. Our team had dinner at the church this evening with the pastor and elders from the village. Our great time in fellowship with them was followed this evening with another successful youth group. We had a time of singing, testimony, snack and games (the village's favorite).
Sunday means no VBS. We're hoping to have a number of children and teens come to church in the morning. Pastor Keith shared with me today his desire for VBS and youth group to attract a consistent number of young people to church after Trinity leaves.
God, let our work in AKP bring about fruit long after we fly back home.

Pray for Pastor Keith and Sally's ministry.

Updates from Anaktuvuk Pass 6/3/10 & 6/4/10 by Eric O'Neal

2010-06-05T18:56:00.000-07:00

6/3/10

Today may prove to be the longest day of our trip. After staying the night in Fairbanks, our team woke up at 5:30 am to leave for the airport, Wright Air. The team was divided between a morning and an afternoon flight. The morning flight that I was on had to stop in Coldfoot until the fog cleared up in AKP. We fought off swarming mosquitoes in Coldfoot for about 20 minutes before taking off again for AKP. By the grace of our Lord Jesus Christ we stepped off the plane in AKP with no bugs to be found. Each of us celebrated the fact that we could see our own breath in the 40 degree weather.

After dropping off our luggage and supplies, our team joined Keith and Sally for a hot lunch. The completion of lunch marked the beginning of team nap time, which was followed immediately by VBS decoration time. VBS starts tomorrow at 2:00 pm. Youth group, on the other hand, started tonight. It went from 7:00 - 8:30 pm, broke for open gym for an hour and a half and then resumed from 10:00 pm -12:00 am. Putting our need for sleep aside, it has been great to reconnect with our friends in AKP. As the 25 village-youth were filtering out after youth group, I heard one of them tell Spencer Stilwell, "Welcome back home".

Pray for our rest, we're going to need it. :)

6/4/10

Today marked the beginning of VBS. At 2:00pm the small Chapel in the Mountains was filled with about 20 kids, ranging in age from pre-school through fifth grade. A few of the teenagers that met our team at youth group last night came today as volunteer help. VBS was a little hectic at times with crowd control but overall went very well for our first day. Our theme this week is "Heroes". Today the kids learned about Moses and the parting of the Red Sea. And, just like Moses, true heroes give God the credit. That message was good for our team to hear considering all the work that has been put into this trip. God, give us hearts of servants.

Pray for consistency for both VBS and youth group

Stay tuned for continued updates throughout this week!!

Update From General Assembly Prep by Tom Letts

2010-06-03T17:09:00.000-07:00

Well, greetings from L'ville! We are in our second day of preparation as leadership teams of the committees of the 2010 PC (USA) General Assembly. THE key web site is pc-biz.org. Start here and just take a look around the site. This year's assembly is paper free (I've received one medium-sized folder of paper as opposed to two or three massive folders of papers in past assemblies). The pc-biz site is the key to all that happens in the Twin Cities this July 2-10. My committee is Church Growth and Evangelism. More to come! God bless you, tl

Lunch for Huffman Teachers & Staff by Megan Holliday

2010-06-02T17:27:00.000-07:00

On May 21st Becca Letts, Cameron Cartland, Ryan Olson and I went to Huffman Elementary to serve lunch to the staff on their last day of the year. (Tom and Tammy Letts, Lisa Darnell and Laurie Tweit were at Goldenview Middle School!)

It was a real treat for all of us to share a meal with our neighbors and check in after a long school year, talk about summer plans, and bask in the sunshine for a while!

Serving local teachers and school staff has become an annual tradition here at Trinity. All are welcome to join and it truly is the more the merrier! Check out these photos and we hope to see you at some future school events!

Next chance to join in the fun: Serve coffee to teachers, staff and parents on the First Day of School: August 18th! Stay tuned for more details to come!

Living Inside Out, Even on Vacation by Erin Kirkland

2010-05-29T20:03:00.000-07:00

My work is to travel within Alaska. Here, there, and everywhere, most weekends our family is packing up and taking off to one destination or another.

We are committed to living "inside out" as members of Trinity, our community, and the world; this filled-up/poured-out value system existed within us even before we began attending church at Trinity. I will say, though, when we travel it is rare to come across others in the biz who hold the same consciousness. Not just a sense of caring for others; I see that all the time. After all, people normally do not make it in the tourism and travel industry without a genuine sense of feeling for people. I'm talking about something different. "Everybody has an angle," Bing Crosby said to Danny Kaye in the movie White Christmas. And in my industry, working the system by being charming often trumps genuine compassion, so sometimes I'm never sure who is being nice because they want something.

Up north in Denali State Park sits a lodge owned by one of the state's premier tour companies. Invited to stay for two nights and review the lodge's family-friendliness, we trucked up Thursday for a few days of relaxation and came home today with a bit of awe at how God sometimes puts people in our lives when we least expect it.

Acquainted with the manager of the lodge by name only, we were greeted warmly by staff and offered the usual amenities a travel writer would expect for "good ink" later on. In person, Manager was warm and pleasant, insisting on a tour of the property and goodies for the entire crew. It wasn't until about halfway through this tour and our resulting discussions that I realized he and I had gone to the same college and shared many of the same management styles and perspectives about things. Nice enough, but in Alaska the "small world" concept happens all the time. I had an agenda and didn't delve too far into the personal side of things until he invited my husband to tour the employee area and talk HR (my husband's passion and profession).

Not until this morning did I come to understand the nature of the discussion between my husband and Manager as they shared similarities in each other's lives and the connectiveness between them as fathers; Manager is a step-parent, as is my husband, and both were feeling the pull at being away from their children (our oldest is away in a residential school, Manager works 7 days on, two off at his job). Manager was in need of support and insight from someone, my husband was there, and vice versa.

Suddenly, my part in this seemed so, so small. Good for my career, this weekend may have been, but it was even better for us as followers of Jesus.

How Can You Help? Anaktuvuk Pass Trip Needs YOU by Erin Kirkland

2010-05-26T08:44:00.000-07:00

Trinity's team to Anaktuvuk Pass is busily preparing for their upcoming trip June 3-10. This is one of the highlights of the year for everybody, for those who make the long journey are witness to a life-changing week of study and fellowship with this small community. Can't go along this year? Mission trip members still need help.

Pray for those attending, that the Holy Spirit will be within and around them as they work with children, youth, and adults of AKP. Donate time or funds towards food and other expenses. Bake/freeze/pack homemade goodies for team members and the community.

LeeAnn Crumbley will be at the AKP table at Trinity this Sunday to answer questions and offer insight about this wonderful mission experience. Everyone is invited to reach out to our partner church.

Picture link for GA and Tom's travels by Tom Letts

2010-05-19T15:28:00.000-07:00

FYI, Trinity's facebook page will have lots of pics from the assembly and my pre-assembly travels. To find the link on Trinity's home page click here.
Go to bottom left of the page and click on the TRINITY icon. You're in!

Chicago pre assembly training by Tom Letts

2010-05-19T15:17:00.000-07:00

Just back from the first GA training (in Chicago). So helpful. The prep for moderating a meeting was a great start. I met lots of people that will be helpful in the Twin Cities this July. The intrigue surrounding the major issues of this assembly has begun (ordination standards, the re-definition of marriage and worship with Muslims are the big ones). Stay tuned for some key web-sites and pages to look for updates.

Insights from General Assembly 2010

2010-05-19T07:13:00.000-07:00

General Assembly 2010 is right around the corner. Pastor Tom Letts has been selected as a moderator, and will be providing Trinity with daily happenings via InsideOut.

Tom will be posting the latest news and his insights on subjects of interest for everyone involved with the PC, USA. InsideOut will be the only source of regular updates, so it is now more important than ever for blog readers to encourage others at Trinity to "get on the blog".

Look for Tom's posts beginning in a few weeks, and do comment on your thoughts. A few reminders, however:
-Keep on topic, relating to the issue at hand
-Remember civility is the key to effective dialogue; offensive language or accusatory statements will be removed at the discretion of Trinity's leadership.

Thanks!

Trail Time and Spring Cleaning

2010-05-15T22:20:00.000-07:00

The neighborhood surrounding Trinity was busy today as close to 30 people spent the morning working on various projects at the church and Huffman Park.

Painting, weeding, sweeping, and general maintenance tasks were performed on the church grounds, and about 15 people dove into a mega-maintenance project at Huffman Park next door. Armed with pruning saws, loppers, and a lot of goodwill, these folks spent four hours cutting, clearing, and otherwise spiffing up a previously overgrown and not-to-well maintained park.

The weather was beautiful, the company good, and the lunch delicious, thanks to Milt Tanora and his barbeque.

Many, many thanks to those who participated, in particular the members of Huffman PTA and O'Malley-Huffman Community Council for their time. A big thanks goes to the Municipality of Anchorage for loaning a bunch of tools. We couldn't have done it without you.

If you have a chance this week, take a walk through the trail system and see what a few hours of teamwork can do.

Feeling Forsaken by Erin Kirkland

2010-05-13T22:17:00.000-07:00

This has not been one of my better days. It started this morning with a trip to Costco, where I carefully crossed each item off my long, long list as I put it in the cart, then forgot about the coupons in my bag until I reached the parking lot.

Things didn't get much better as I reached a downtown church to turn in the registration form for an upcoming VBS week and failed to notice, as I pulled my chattering, whining child in the front doors, that a funeral was in progress.

The day ended with Home Group and our final discussion of "Start> Becoming a Good Samaritan", but I lost all feelings of goodness when another mom and I came upstairs to discover our unsupervised children were engaged in a hair cutting and styling party led by my son, whose only excuse was "She told me to."

Did Jesus ever have days like this? A truly terrible, horrible, no-good, very bad day? Maybe just cranky? It would make me feel even better about trying to live in his image if I knew he did.

Tonight our Home Group watched the last segment of the current study about the forsaken and imprisoned and disabled... My day was only a brief glimpse of feeling as if the world was against me. I have no inkling at all of having it actually happen. Oppression, imprisonment, abuse, disability; the list is endless of ways people feel forsaken and/or disenfranchised. It is daily life for some people.

A bad day? Surely. But mine will (hopefully) will be temporary, and maybe, just maybe, today taught me something.

Huffman Community Park Project Takes Off by Erin Kirkland

2010-05-11T09:24:00.000-07:00

Saturday's scheduled Clean-Up day is growing like the grass! While we spiff up Trinity's inside and out, a bunch of folks from Trinity, Huffman Elementary, and the O'Malley/Huffman Community Council will be across the street spiffing up the often-used but seldom-maintained Huffman Community Park.

I walked the park last week with the Municipality of Anchorage's Forester and we agreed the park needs some serious help to support its use. Between then and now our volunteer roster jumped by leaps and bounds and now we are anticipating upwards of 40 people on Saturday morning. Whoa. I'd better get more gloves.

The project will begin at Trinity no later than 8 a.m. this Saturday, May 15, so if you want in on this morning/early afternoon of clearing Devil's Club (now doesn't that sound like fun), piling brush, and meeting your neighbors, meet in front of Trinity's front doors with gloves on, to help us. I promise it will be a rewarding day.

Did I mention a fabulous barbeque lunch will also be served? Yep. The greatest.

Participants should bring and/or wear:

Long pants/shirts, raingear (we'll be working rain or shine)

Sturdy gloves

Pruning saws (no power tools)

Loppers for cutting brush

Boots

Any questions? Call Trinity at 345-4823, or Erin Kirkland 575-3935. We'll do our best to answer them.

Start>ing Again...

2010-05-07T21:32:00.000-07:00

Our home group last night began Chapter 5 of "Start>Becoming a Good Samaritan", and about halfway through the DVD portion, I heard the best line in a long, long time.

It came from Matthew sleeth, an emergency room physician-turned-environmentalist.

"Get off your donkey and do something." As in get off your high horse of telling people what ought to be done and just do it. Or quit driving right on by the person sitting in the ditch and see how you can help. Like perhaps putting down the cell phone and talking to the kid who has no friends.

My donkey is parked. I'm ready. What about you?

Follow Up to WIFY by Erin Kirkland

2010-05-04T08:59:00.000-07:00

I had an interesting experience yesterday that relates to Megan's post about the "what's in it for me" concept.

As a sponsor of a local organization's upcoming event, I was in a meeting with the executive director and education director to talk about their strategies for obtaining volunteers. Volunteerism is a funny thing; people like to help for all the right reasons, but many hope to gain something tangible from the experience.

Indeed, part of the discussion yesterday was in respect to the "reward" given to those who donate their time to the event. "What do they get?" was the question.

WIFY?

WIFM or WIFY: Which station are you tuned into? by Megan Holliday

2010-05-03T18:26:00.000-07:00

Several years ago I was at a conference where the main speaker said that all people are tuned into the same "radio station" - WIFM or What's In It For Me? He said that in any and every situation we are evaluating our personal gain and if there's not enough gain for the time, money or energy put in we won't participate.

Honestly, this is the exact opposite of what Jesus taught. Jesus leads us to tune into WIFY - What's In It For You? As we continue to be transformed into his likeness, we switch frequencies and stop thinking about how we benefit and start looking at how things benefit others around us.

The Huffman Park Project is a perfect example of how Trinity is beginning to switch frequencies. We are joining with the Municipality of Anchorage, Huffman Elementary PTA and the Community Council of this area to fix a park we all share. What's In It For Me? Not a lot. I'm going to work hard and try to fix up a park I don't use much. What's In It For You (in this case our neighborhood)? A lot! The kids at school next door will have a better functioning park for walking to and from school, for extra-curricular activities like cross-country running and skiing. The neighborhood gets a park where they can walk their dogs, have family picnics and ride their bikes.

This project is not about me or us at Trinity...it's about our community. We'll see you on Saturday, May 15th from 8-2 as we fix up our own building a bit and begin work on the biggest and best community project South Anchorage has ever seen!

The Big Picture by Erin Kirkland

2010-04-30T23:23:00.000-07:00

This is the time of year when I am desperate for something, anything that resembles spring besides a number on my calendar. It mocks me, this month of April, because every single calendar I view has a gorgeous tableau of spring's gleeful colors shouting out the entrance to warmer weather and sunshine.

I had a few free minutes the other day to take a short trail run, and while jogging along I began to inwardly whine about the lack of "green-ness" in my world once again. Tree branches stood out in stark contrast to the sky, and the dingy snow seemed like concrete beneath my feet. I think Tom talked about the colors of an Alaskan winter/early spring once in a sermon, and I've never forgotten the impact. Gray and Beige. Sky, ground, foliage; yep, that's what I thought I was seeing last Monday. Nothing but nothing.

But at the crest of a hill I stopped for a minute to stretch and something caught my eye. There, at the tippy-tip of a willow shrub, almost imperceptable, was indeed something green. I looked around at the rest of the shrub, and at its neighbors, and there they were, hundreds of them, misting ever so slightly a shade of green, and I had almost missed it because I was looking at the whole tree instead of just one branch, the place I should have been looking in the first place.

There is nothing wrong with looking at the Big Picture, the landscape of what we hope to see right now. But sometimes the closest, teeniest little detail is what gives us that larger view.

We would be remiss if we didn't pay attention, don't you think?

Give us a try at InsideOut and see if you don't see some little bit of detail that gives your life some color.

"I Am Here" by Erin Kirkland

2010-04-23T18:10:00.000-07:00

For the last month I've been spending my Tuesday and Thursday afternoons at Northwood Elementary in Spenard, running. Asked by a friend to help her encourage, coach, and generally herd 85 1st-6th graders in and around the neighborhood in preparation for the Heart Run, I somewhat tentatively agreed and showed up, lock, stock and preschooler, for practice.

Somehow assigned to the "fast-running" group (mostly older kids), I quickly saw that most of them had little if any experience running, even for games like Tag, which we had to teach them during halfway stops. Nor did they like running in particular. They whined, they cried, they talked back as we slipped and slid around Conner's Bog and Lake Hood on our 3.75 mile runs. They said they would "never do this again" and fought every single suggestion for making their experience a little better along the way. They glared at me.

I decided to challenge a few of them by offering to pace them the entire way, telling them that if they stayed right next to me, they would be able to finish the course running, not walking. I promised. Running the exact same speed the whole 3+ miles, the kids who decided to trust me lasted about five minutes before racing ahead and then falling behind, huffing and puffing like a freight train, or stopping completely to swear at me and the world for the injustice of Running Club. I stayed at my pace; never slowing, never speeding up, and at one point I said "I'm staying right here, all you need to do is come with me and I promise I'll get you back."

Jogging along Wisconsin Avenue yesterday, it struck me that God does the same thing. He promises to be there, saying "I am here." I run ahead, thinking I know better, and fall back when I finally realize I cannot do it, embarrassed for not listening. Still He is there. I get angry, really angry, because I fail, and blame God for not helping me out. Still He is there. Quietly, simply, patiently.

How often do we forget? It took a pack of kids to show me.

Live the InsideOut Way This Summer

2010-04-15T22:16:00.000-07:00

There's a ton of interesting and fun ways to contribute towards Trinity's missional attitude this summer. Yes, everyone, summer will appear one day, and when it does, we want to be ready with some new and different things.

First, Trinity has been offered the chance to run an Aid Station along the Mayor's Marathon route. Volunteers will hand out water, band-aids, wet sponges (yes, sponges) and provide access to first aid services. The marathon is set to take off at 7 a.m. on Saturday, June 19. Volunteers should be at least 10 (parents, you must be there too) and be able to stand and work for the full shift, which we will determine later. We even get to dress up and have music (hello, praise band, have you signed up yet?) Let Erin Kirkland know if you are interested and she'll add you to the list of super souls. e.kirkland0@gmail.com

Also, we have some opportunities in July to help with our amazingly cool, super-green Kids Fun Week, July 7-9 at Kincaid Park. Sessions will run from 12-4 p.m. and be an outside adventure for everyone who participates. We're going to Renew: Grow in Faith, Have Fun, and Change the World. Now how can we argue with that? Megan Holliday is going to be putting out some requests for supplies and expertise, so get ready!

Put our Summer Saturdays on your calendar now! May 15th is our Trinity Church-Wide Clean-Up day. Projects for everyone will be available. July 10 is our partner Saturday with Huffman Elementary School to make the park next to both places look more attractive. Kids projects/activities are available and we'll also have lunch.

God-Directed? by Melody Balcao, Worship Arts Director

2010-04-12T16:50:00.000-07:00

Proverbs 20:24
"A man's steps are directed by the Lord. How then can anyone understand his own way?"

Isaiah 48:17
"This is what the Lord says- your Redeemer, the Holy One is Isreal: 'I am the Lord your God, who teaches you what is best for you, who directs you in the way you should go.'"

Jeremiah 10:23
"I know, O Lord, that aman's life is not his own; it is not for man to direct his steps."

A musical director stands on the podium listening for balance; he sees and hears small variables in tone and pitch as his A-tuned ears seek out the sound of harmony, melody, and rhythm. For his vantage point and trained ear come unified motion, direction, and symphony. The audience looks on and listens with joy, living in the moment and enjoying the sound.

What brought this all together? How did it all play out? These are not the questions people ask as they sway to the music. Only the director knew the outcome and moved those with whom he was responsible to that place of togetherness.

As we seek to be missional, can we design our own pathway? Are we capable of seeing into the future? Who is it that directs our steps, leads us to a place of making a difference within the universe?

As I seek Christ's direction and guidance, I have peace in knowing that as director of my life, He's heard my melody and it's a song beyond my greatest dreams. Listen! How is He directing you?

Do You Have a 'Blind Side'?

2010-04-11T22:06:00.000-07:00

Have you seen the movie? I finally caught up a friend's copy of "The Blind Side" this weekend. If you are one of the few who has not seen this Best-Actress-producing film (Sandra Bullock), this might be a good time; for a statement she makes in the last part of the movie made me think. And think a lot about my role as a 'good samaritan'.

Bullock playes well-to-do mother Liegh Anne Tuohy who finds samaritan-ship in the form of young Michael Oher, a big kid with a penchant for protective instincts and not so much for football, but that's another story. Tuohy brings this young man into her home, feeds, clothes, and nurtures him, and sees to it that his desire to attend college is fulfilled.

After a myriad of ups and downs and inbetween scenes during which we, as do her friends in the film, wonder if she is doing this for charity purposes or out of the goodness of her own heart, an incident occurs that forces Mrs. Tuohy to deeply question her role as a 'samaritan' acting as the hands and feet of Jesus.

"Am I a nice person?" she asks her husband after spending hours fretting over a lost child. "Was I really doing this for the right reason?"

Have you ever asked yourself that question? What was your answer?

Hear That? By Erin Kirkland

2010-04-09T15:23:00.000-07:00

We've been talking about the "still small voice" a lot lately. Anyone else hear it? It's interesting; what was previously just that, a quiet little whisper in my ears, seems lately to be a little bit louder.

Maybe I need to listen a bit harder...

Start>

Attention Parents, Grandparents, Caregivers: Join us!

2010-04-07T16:39:00.000-07:00

Our fabulous Wednesday Night Parents Group is starting a new book for our next discussion. We'll be reading "Parenting is Your Highest Calling and 8 Other Myths That Trap Us in Worry and Guilt" by Alaskan author Leslie Leyland Fields. The book is available on Amazon.com for around $11.

Anyone who cares for, lives with, or is interested in this book is welcome to join the group. We also enjoy a dinner together (and with our children, before they head off to their Club L.I.O activities) at 5:45 p.m. L.I.O, by the way, stands for "Living Inside Out" and is a great opportunity for kids to learn about the love of Jesus while parents are in the discussion group. We're done by 7:20 p.m.

If you have any questions about Trinity's Wednesday night activities, call the church office at 907-345-4823. We'd love to have more folks participate! Invite your friends, neighbors, and loved ones to this group.

A Home Group START>, by Erin Kirkland

2010-04-07T08:06:00.000-07:00

Our home group began the study of "Start>Becoming a Good Samaritan" last week, and what has impressed us the most is the action item at the end of each chapter.

We gave some thought about how we could collectively act in a missional way for the community of Anchorage, and came up with a tiered approach to assist Safe Harbor Inn, located in Muldoon and where most of us also helped out on 30 Minute Service day.

Once a week, one family will drop off the ever-needed and always-welcome packages of toilet paper and coffee; once a month we'll all go and clean up the children's playroom. One of our criteria for serving is that our kids be involved and interactive in whatever project we select, and this seems to fit well.

It's nice to be not only studying together, but doing things together, too. Henri Nouwen, in reflecting upon his work with disabled individuals said "a slow job done together is better than a fast job done alone."

How true. Cleaning a playroom, providing some paper products and caffeine isn't much, but it's enough. And we're doing it together. A good Start>.

Easter Saturday...What Happened? - by Megan Holliday

2010-04-05T18:11:00.000-07:00

This past Saturday I found myself thinking about what Saturday would have been like for the disciples on that first Easter weekend.

I tried to put myself in their shoes. I imagine they were pretty freaked out about all that had happened. I wonder if they were hiding. I wonder if they felt guilt or shame.

If I were there I would have felt pretty bad. Just 2 days before I would have promised Jesus I wouldn't run away. But they did, they all did. I would have felt so guilty and shameful. I may have tried to justify what I did. "If we had followed him they would have arrested us too! He would want us to be safe, don't you think?"

Then it hit me...I have said this! Sometimes I try to justify not having done something I know I was supposed to do (stop to help someone, say a kind word when it might be met with a negative response, etc.). I don't think God wants me to be hurt, but I think I limit him when I say, "Well, I can't go there or do that...it could be dangerous."

What if I began with, "God, today is yours. Use me as you see fit." If I seek his guidance, look to the Holy Spirit to tell me what to do and what to say, even if there's risk, I'll be leaving it up to him. I don't mean go out and be reckless because God won't let anything bad happen, I mean to be open to where God leads - even when it's hard.

I don’t know what the disciples said that Saturday. I do know that certain things about that weekend weren’t quite clear to them until later. If we trust God to lead us into places he is calling us, whatever might happen, who knows what will become clear later on!

Samaritan to the 'Fallen'

2010-04-04T22:00:00.001-07:00

By Lisa VanDoorne, homegroup leader. Such a wonderful example of how we can Start>

It was a beautiful, sunny, Saturday afternoon; the day before Easter. I was driving down a major hillside thoroughfare when I saw her. A woman walking a large dog stumbled and fell facedown into the dirt. She wasn’t moving. I pulled off the road and surveyed the situation in about four seconds. She was muddy, she had a large, mangy husky on a short leash. She wasn’t moving and then, suddenly, she was. She raised her head and at that moment I could see the blood. Her hair was matted and muddy and she was bleeding from a wound in her head. Call it the fact that our family has been steeped in Good Friday stories all week, but I could see Jesus in her face. Jesus on the cross; dirty, and bloody and alone.
I stepped out of the car, my scrambled brain forgetting to turn off the key or close the door, and hollered at her. I was scared of the dog, though I quickly found out I had no reason to be. Based on how dirty she was, I don’t think that was her first fall of the day. I slowly approached and tried asking how I could help and soon, (and fortunately) two other women, out enjoying a walk on a sunny day joined us. Between the three of us, we managed to learn her address, which was a short walk down a side street. One Samaritan ran ahead to the woman’s house while the other Samaritan and I picked the woman up from the side of the road.
She could not stand by herself. She would not let go of the dog who was apparently a source of support for her. She gripped my hand tightly. Her knuckles were bleeding. By the time we got her home my hands were muddy and my heart was pounding.
What happened that day to cause the woman to be found on the side of the road? Was she falling-down drunk? Was she in a diabetic shock? I don’t know how the story ends. A man met us outside the well-kept house and one of the Samaritans helped her in. I spent a few minutes out on the driveway chatting with the remaining helper and soon drove away, praying through my tears.
The previous evening, our homegroup followed the ‘Start>Becoming a Good Samaritan’ study focusing on Justice and Reconciliation. We are really enjoying the series and it opens up a good deal of spirited discussion. Talking later, Roland and I were thankful for the way God was moving in our group. One person shared their gratitude for the group and for the timing of it. Another shared his testimony in a simple and moving manner. It is a blessed comfort to meet with these people each week, but the truth of the matter is, we are called to take our faith out to the streets. God was moving even in the efforts of three strangers to walk a ‘fallen’ woman home. I am only grateful to have been a small part of it.

Good Friday is (Not) About Me

2010-04-02T15:14:00.001-07:00

Many of you know that our family is missing one member in the form of our oldest son, 16, who lives at a residential school in Utah to help him manage his Autism Spectrum disorder. Two years absent, it's taken our family at least that long to reconfigure, regroup, and reevaluate our relationship with each other and with God.

My walk with God has been somewhat tenuous in the past; anger, hurt, and deep confusion predominated conversations with Him that usually looped around to "How could this happen to ME?" sorts of endings. Last year's Good Friday service was a powerful reminder of these things as I listened closely to a story I had heard at least a thousand times growing up. Geez, I thought to myself, God let his son die. His mother let her son die. Cruelly, painfully. It brought back a flood of negative memories and feelings contrary, as I now know, to the meaning behind the event. Like so many other people in the Fellowship Hall that night, I found myself weeping in a corner as I listened; but for me and the way my life had turned out so contrary to what I wanted and felt I deserved.

It's been a year of discovery and contemplation to look beyond myself and view the season of Easter in a different way. Tonight is another Good Friday service, and I understand more now, reaching out to its meaning, and how in a way it is about me. Me, and God, and You, and Everybody. I've found different conclusions this Good Friday that will lead to an absolutely different sort of celebration on Easter Sunday.

Who is your Good Friday about?

Change the World? How?

2010-04-01T12:28:00.000-07:00

A post from Megan Holliday:

Our home group has been meeting and going through this new study for about 3 weeks now and I have been struggling with the "bigness" of it all. We talk about caring for the least, those who are sick, correcting injustice and I start to feel 2 things: helpless and tired. How can I save the world from injustice? I'm one person!

One of the most encouraging things to me from this study is the personal reflection times to do in between home group meetings. Part of these activities is to really think about how I can, as one person, do something. It doesn't have to be planning a trip to Africa to immunize kids (but it could be). It doesn't have to be starting a non-profit to serve underprivileged people (but it could be). For me it's looking around me to find the least. For me it's becoming aware of injustices and not letting them occur in front of me. For me it's being willing to step out of a comfort zone when I see a need.

My home group has encouraged me more than they know in the ways they have identified to be a Good Samaritan in their spheres of influence. They have decided to have a difficult conversation with a co-worker, make conversation with people they don't know, write to a prisoner on death row, try a little harder to get to know a person who's hard to get to know.

These aren't life-changing, earth-shaking, HUGE things to do, but they can be!

Do you feel helpless and tired when looking at the world's problems and your role to help correct them? Share your experience!

Easter Week Entertainment

2010-03-31T11:57:00.000-07:00

Does anyone have a list of movies or music they recommend for listening/viewing during Easter week?

Vivaldi? Handel? Veggie Tales?

Our START>

2010-03-30T15:16:00.000-07:00

One of the ideas behind the InsideOut blog is to project stories of living a missional life to others in the community. With the beginning of our new Home Group study START> Becoming a Good Samaritan, we would like to hear more from people who are now challenged at the end of every chapter to come up with ways to be the hands and feet of Jesus.

Our home group decided to begin this Thursday, Maundy Thursday, the day when Jesus sat down with his friends to share both a meal and a future for all mankind. We are beginning our study on a day marked by companionship and service and prayer.

It's a START> Hopefully, a good one.

Buy Someone a Meal, Receive So Much More

2010-03-27T22:54:00.000-07:00

The following blog post, provided to us by Sara Stoops, needs no introduction. Just read it...I've added clarifications in parenthesis.

One of the discussion questions in session one of our new study (Start Becoming a Good Samaritan) stuck in my head - #4 p. 16. Jim Wallis - "It's the places where you're not supposed to be that you'll learn the most, and the people you were never supposed to meet that you really encounter Jesus in a new way." I kept thinking - I go to work, church, stores friends houses, etc - but when am I ever where I'm not supposed to be.

Last Tuesday, I was shopping for rain boots at a place I never go. On my way out of the store I heard a voice call out "Buy me a bowl of soup in here". In the time it took me to walk to my car , the voice echoed once more to someone else and I was at an angle that I could see the scene better. In front of a little restaurant sat a homeless man asking for food. It was the Holy Spirit that moved my hand to shut the car door and move my body toward him to say - let's get you some food. Once inside I realized why would I buy him soup when he needed a meal. Standing in line he introduced himself and offered a handshake. I ordered the food at the counter, and then realized that I couldn't leave him in a restaurant by himself. So we found a table and started to chat over our Pepsi.

He was a lovely man, and in the hour we sat there we talked about things like rock 'n roll, football, Jesus, his family, my family, growing up in Nome, drinking, hopes for the future and how he'd take his leftovers to share with his homeless friends. I was very moved when he asked if his Pepsi was refillable because if it wasn't he'd drink water since he honored his mother and would not steal, even a drink. When he was finished we hugged and offered each other God's blessing. Back in my car I saw him cross the street with his to-go box in hand, and I could still smell the alcohol. It was such a small act, but perhaps a START >.

I hesitate to say that it was life-changing, but it was very eye-opening and special. I've thought about him many times since and prayed for him.

Can you Let Go?

2010-03-26T19:45:00.000-07:00

Palm Sunday is this week; the day when Jesus came riding into town on a donkey knowing full well what was ahead of him. The kids of Trinity are going to do some special songs and wave their palm fronds in the air in celebration of the event.

This means Lent is almost over and Easter Sunday is nearly here. I took a long look today at the Lenten promise I made some 30 days ago and what it means today. I promised to lay things down. Let them go. Die unto myself. But that's hard.

I'm a grudge-holder. It is sometimes a difficult and sad way to live, and I am sure I am not alone. When I look at events going on in the world and close to home, there seems to be an epidemic of grudge-holding.

Forgiveness without dwelling is one of the hardest Lenten promises I have ever made, even more difficult than giving up chocolate. I don't mean forgetting about something, I mean consciously, prayerfully letting go of my own selfish sense of holding on just for the sake of replaying a particular incident or word or action over and over and over again in my mind. Someone once asked me why I acted in this way. I replied "Because I can't let things go." She responded back with "You mean you won't." Ouch.

What things do you need to lay down before God this Palm Sunday? I look forward to being able to rejoice in the glory of Easter and truly be thankful for every thing Jesus did for me in a way that is more beautiful than ever before.

All because I let some things go.

Pit Crew for Spring

2010-03-23T16:24:00.000-07:00

Hey guys and gals who enjoy working on cars: Trinity is putting together a "pit crew" for the Spring tire change-over at ChangePoint church Saturday, April 24. The crews will show up at ChangePoint at 7 a.m. and work on cars until 3:30 p.m.

This is also a great opportunity for teenagers, so please, do bring them along. Call Steve Gordon for information at 333-9541.

Why Follow?

2010-03-21T17:49:00.001-07:00

Today was the first Sunday we asked for you to "follow" the goings-on of InsideOut. With a new home group study in full swing, the bloggers of InsideOut would like to create a more dynamic group of readers, and we need you to help.

We accumulated four new "followers" today, but still questions were flying from people who are not sure about this whole "follow-friend-fan" thing. So, here is some clarification for those who might be confused. Perhaps you could help bring some clarity through explaining the blog and its purpose to others.

To "follow" InsideOut blog merely means you will be notified whenever there is a new post made to the blog. Like now. By setting up an account through Google and entering your email address, you are allowing the blog to send you a message saying there is something new to read. That's it. Many readers of blogs find it easier to receive a notification like this rather than entering the web address each and every time they want to, or remember to, read the entries.

We hope this makes sense. You are always welcome to email Erin Kirkland, administrator of InsideOut, with any questions or comments. We want this blog to be interesting and compelling reading, not a chore.

Where Will You Start?

2010-03-18T15:55:00.000-07:00

I had the opportunity once to listen to someone speak about meeting Mother Theresa. She took this person immediately upon meeting him to an alley where a man was lying in a gutter, and told him to pick up the man and bring him back to the shelter. She then left him to spend the rest of the day washing the man and cleansing his many wounds.

I remember this story each time I hear the story of the Good Samaritan. It challenges me to continually look for those in need. I find myself feeling convicted by the number of sick or injured people I have carried away from roadsides or alleyways; precisely zero. Maybe I'm struggling because I see things as, as a high school coach once said "Go Big or Go Home!" sort of mentality. Sometimes it can be so easy to overlook the small things when the big things aren't staring us in the face every day.

Our home group recently started a new study on being a good Samaritan. We've challenged ourselves to be poured out each time we meet by finding something that connects to each lesson. This week we sent health kits to Haiti to meet basic hygiene needs for those displaced by the earthquake. It may seem small, but we'll keep looking for new ways to be involved in our world and community. Maybe it will even help us see something "big".

What ways, big or small, do you see for you to be a Samaritan? What will you do about it? Share your story; we want to hear it!

The Parable of the Sower and Trinity

2010-03-17T23:18:00.000-07:00

What does this parable, found in the Gospel of Mark, have to do with the words "Self-Community-World"?

Listen for information about this summer's events to find out....

A Quote of Note

2010-03-16T10:31:00.000-07:00

"If you think you are too small to make a difference, try sleeping in a closed room with a mosquito." -African Proverb

Makes sense, doesn't it?

This came from an email I received from Pedals for Africa, an incredible non-profit organization right here in Anchorage. Dedicated to providing bicycles for children in the poorest sections of the country, the group is working towards a team ride in the 2010 Firewood 400 bike race July 9-10.

No one is too small.

Need Something to do This Weekend?

2010-03-12T15:36:00.000-08:00

Special Olympics Alaska is hosting the State Winter Games this weekend, starting with Opening Ceremonies at 6:30 p.m. tonight at East High School. Athletes from around the state will compete in ice skating, alpine and Nordic skiing, snowshoeing, and floor hockey at various locations throughout Anchorage.

There are a few families involved in "Special O" from Trinity through volunteer efforts, and it would be great if some folks were there to cheer on these incredible athletes.

Events begin at 9 a.m. tomorrow at Kincaid, Hilltop ski area, East High, and the Dimond Ice Chalet. Visit the Special Olympics web site for more info.

If you have a few hours tomorrow or Sunday, plan to spend it high-fivin' and cheering on some guys and gals who know that effort and enthusiasm means everything.

You Never Know

2010-03-08T09:04:00.000-08:00

Even at a sled dog race one can live "inside out".

While helping out at Campbell Creek Science Center during the Iditarod Ceremonial Start this weekend, I met a young family who was interested in activities to do outdoors with small children. As a member of CCSC's board, I mentioned the programs and activities, then asked where they lived.

"On Huffman, near the school and that worn-out trail/exercise area. Near the church." I told them I attended "the church" and asked if they knew about some of our fun family activities, like Date Night, Kids Fun Week, and such. They had seen our signs, but like a lot of people, were hesitant to participate, fearing that it was a "members only" sort of thing.

Nope. Not us. I also mentioned some of Trinity's goals for the year and really caught their attention with the idea of cleaning up the trail. As a family who enjoys the outdoors, I captured the essence of who they were as individuals. It wasn't about my beliefs or goals, but theirs.

Pretty cool.

Inside Out in the Next Generation

2010-03-01T18:12:00.001-08:00

A post from Megan Holliday, Director of Children's Ministry:

We keep talking about what it means to be filled up and poured out. We keep talking about what it looks like to live inside out. I keep thinking about what this means for kids.

Kids will learn by example. We MUST practice what we preach. If we say, "Go serve others," but we sit on our sofas and watch TV or just look out for ourselves they will never learn to serve.

One way we can see how we're doing as adults in living for others is to look at the kids. What are they doing and thinking about? How are they showing their friends and family that they care?

Two weeks ago in Kids Church, our morning worship activity for 1st-5th graders, they had the opportunity to think of a way to serve kids and/or families in Anchorage by collecting materials to donate to an organization. After some time to think and brainstorm, one kid said something like, "What if we bring in all our old toys and books that we don't use anymore and give them to kids who don't have any?" The rest loved it!

At Trinity you'll find several brightly covered boxes to put used, but not used up, toys and books to give to kids at Safe Harbor Inn. Kids Church is so excited to do something for others and I hope you are too!

Your involvement in this project and others soon to come will inspire kids to continue to serve and will show them that yes, they can make a difference in their community!

If you know of any other organization that may benefit from this collection drive, please post a suggestion!

Toys Looking for a Home?

2010-02-27T23:08:00.000-08:00

Any toys or books looking for a new home?

Trinity's kids will collect them. The kids of Trinity are in the midst of a toy and book drive to help other kids at Safe Harbor Inn, a transitional housing program in Anchorage. Any gently used (but not used up) toy or book is welcome. Drop the items in the brightly colored bins at Trinity to help other kids.

Questions? See Megan Holliday, Children's Ministry Coordinator

Some Thoughts Courtesy of Dietrich Bonhoeffer

2010-02-22T21:14:00.000-08:00

My husband recently returned from a Stephen Ministry Leadership training in Portland (more about this ministry and its impact on Trinity in a later post), and he brought back a copy of "Seize the Day" (with Dietrich Bonhoeffer), a day-by-day meditation/inspiration book that has, indeed, provided me much opportunity for both.

Bonhoeffer, who spent his adult life resisting with faith the Nazi regime and ultimately died due to his faith-driven convictions, provided the prayers and thoughts passed along in this little book. Some statements are unconventional, some uncomfortable, but all are meant to allow us the opportunity to "seize" our daily lives.

With so much going on in my own world, I often don't take the time to consider words of people like Dietrich Bonhoeffer, but I should. I don't like uncomfortable, painful experiences. Who would? I question, I rail against that which hurts. Check out what I found in yesterday's reading...

"You have granted me many blessings; now let me also accept which is hard from your hand. You will make all things work together for good for your children."
-Prayer from prison.

Take My Life

2010-02-18T09:25:00.000-08:00

Growing up immersed in the Catholicism, Lent was one of three biggie seasons for us kids. Enrolled in parochial school practically my entire life, the months before Easter were full of rituals meant to prepare us for Easter Sunday, the most glorious, holy, and special day in the Catholic Church. For me and my siblings, however, Lent meant a List.

This List, created by me, and most of my classmates at St. Louise Catholic School, was devised as a way for us to remember all the things we were not supposed to do during Lent. Want that hamburger on Friday? Nope. A friend is having a sleepover on Saturday night? Sorry, can't miss Sunday Mass during Lent. But worst of all, we had to give up something; something big, like refraining from candy, or watching TV, or bugging your parents for new bell bottom jeans. Lent as a child meant a world of "don'ts", of "no ways", and "can't dos". Even now I feel guilt if I eat anything but tuna casserole on Friday for fear Sister Helen Francis will rise from her grave and haunt my eternal digestion.

I experienced something different last night. Ash Wednesday service at Trinity was the first time I had ever heard about what I might DO during Lent, instead of what I WILL NOT.

"Engagement", I believe, was the term used. Acts of stewardship, service, studying the scripture, sharing my faith with others, even hosting a party, for heaven's sake. Whoa. This is not the Lent I know. Some of the suggestions are still difficult for an introvert such as myself who finds ways to hide behind a laptop screen and emote virtually, but nearly all of them seem much more attainable and sustainable because of their positive nature than the knuckle-rapping no-no's of my youth.

It's much, much more comfortable to be uncomfortable this year. What were the words of a song we sang together? "Take my mind, transform it...Take my will, conform it...to yours, to yours, to yours...

That's what He wants from us.

Am I A Christian Bigot?

2010-02-13T17:55:00.000-08:00

by Melody Balcao

Put your thinking caps on: I have a few questions that puzzle me and, I believe, directly affect my witness to those around me. Here's the scripture reference: "A new command I give you; Love one another. As I have loved you, so you must love one another. By this all men will know that you are my disciples, if you love one another." (John 13: 34-35).

Here is my question: Do we know how this "Love" thing works? We speak about reaching out to the community with God's love and compassion, but can we effectively do this if we do not know how to love one another? I am speaking of the Christian church as a whole; our brothers and sisters in Christ, who worship in other places, have chosen to serve Christ, love God, and worship Him with their whole being. But we disagree with them.

Do we hold on to grudges and allow bitterness to be the lens by which we view these people? How does this affect our witness? It is said that often those we know best hurt us the deepest, but as a Christian I think the scripture speaking of love, holding no record of wrongs (1 Cor. 13:5) might apply.

Do we judge? Call names? Box in with stereotypes? How do I step into, or out of, this place without condemning myself in the process (i.e. becoming judgmental)?

Share your thoughts. Give us a time when you, perhaps, were that person.

More From 30-Minute Service Sunday

2010-02-10T15:45:00.000-08:00

Still more highlights from Trinity's 30-Minute Service Sunday project are coming into InsideOut. This from the Trinity Trapliners:

"Seven Trapliners arrived at Safe Harbor Muldoon to donate time and needed items (coffee, toilet paper, nacho chips, and cake). We removed ceiling tiles to locate a major roof leak, replaced light bulbs, reorganized the library, repared furniture, mopped floors, removed old carpeting, swept floors, and did general housekeeping to the common areas."

Thanks Trapliners, for spending time at Safe Harbor, they sure appreciated the extra hands!

The Trinity Chicks at Ski 4 Women

2010-02-08T11:38:00.000-08:00

This from Lisa Darnell, one of the "Trinity Chicks" who supported Abused Women Aid In Crisis at the annual Ski 4 Women event, conveniently held during our 30-Minute Service Sunday.

Lisa adds this appropriate and compassionate message along with her great photo:

"Matt 18:20. For where two or three come together in My name, there I am with them. Trinity Chicks were joined by butterflies, snow crabs, fish, mosquitoes, flamingos, and a multitude of other creatures from God's kingdom to support abused women."

Amen!

A Day of Discovery

2010-02-07T21:34:00.000-08:00

Discovery comes in many forms. Today it came from five children who, in the course of an hour, discovered that helping people can be fun and indeed make a difference.

Ten of us altogether, parents and kids working in tandem at Safe Harbor Inn to clean, sanitize, and organize toys and equipment in the play area. As a group we discovered how much work we could accomplish in a short 60 minutes. As parents, we discovered the ability of young children to empathize and care about other people.

Armed with santitizing wipes, the kids dug into toy boxes, drawers and cupboards to clean up hundreds of cars, dolls, and action figures, with a minimum of playing themselves. Parents washed infant toys, vacuumed, and organized the entire space.

The most amazing part? There was no asking "When are we done?" "How much longer?"

My son, five, told me tonight that he had fun at Safe Harbor. "Was that good?" he asked.

Yes, I replied. Very good.

Pouring Out in Anchorage

2010-02-07T09:44:00.000-08:00

I'M SO EXCITED!!!

Today...in just a few hours...is Trinity's annual 30-Minute Service!! At 10:30 this morning we will join together for worship and at 11am we will disperse to the community to serve!

Jesus loved us first so we are taking special time today to show others that love in a way that makes sense to us. I'm going with at group of kids and adults to serve lunch to Fire Station #9 on Huffman...stay tuned for cool details about our day!

We all want to hear what you did today to show Jesus' love to Anchorage, so when you get home, post a comment about your experience.

We aren't looking for profound, ground-breaking experiences (although we do want to hear about those), we're looking for any experience...

What stood out to you today? What conversations did you have? How did people respond to you?

-by Megan Holliday

Lunch and Learn

2010-02-06T22:58:00.000-08:00

Not having a teenager in my house just now, I have been somewhat out of the loop when it comes to the nuances of the 13-18 age group. Not for lack of trying, mind you, but without our own personal teen living and breathing in the home, sometimes the Kirkland Dorky-Adult-Radar seems to work overtime with respect to kids with whom we come in contact.

I had a chance this week, however, to redeem myself. In addition to our support of the Trinity Youth groups and South High School Drama program (a talented group of kids, btw), I attended an interesting lunchtime activity on Friday. Presented as a benefit for victims of the Haiti earthquake, the lunch was a chance for teenagers to have an outlet to help and meet other youth. Invitations were sent to Grace Christian School, South Anchorage High, and the Young Life program participants to pay $3 for a simple lunch and "hang-out" time at Trinity.

About ten kids showed up for the hot dog, mac 'n cheese, and soup lunch, during which time they also watched a dvd called Playing for Change, a musical masterpiece featuring known and not-so-known artists in a world-collaborative effort.

Everybody seemed to be having a good time, the food was good, and the snow fell quietly outside. It was a nice break from the daily grind for both kids and adults, and plans have been solidified for a First Friday lunch in March.

And I didn't do anything particularly dorky, after all.

Photos from the Holiday Concert

2010-02-04T08:43:00.000-08:00

Chris Thompson, a community blogger for the Anchorage Daily News and one of Trinity's biggest fans sent over some photos he took at our December 13th concert. A tandem effort between the Alaska Jazz Workshop and Trinity's own Worship Band, a crowded house heard incredible sounds and songs throughout the evening concert.

Hosted by Trinity and held in the transformed lobby area, the performance provided Trinity members to attend with non-churched friends or acquaintances, a nice way to introduce people from the surrounding neighborhoods and greater Anchorage area to our going's on. Jazz night was the second in a series of holiday-themed concerts featuring Trinity's incredible 'sound sensations' and some talented young musicians from the community.

It was clear from resounding applause at the end of the show the evening was a complete success. You can read Chris' impressions of the performance on his ADN 'Church Visits' blog, found at the link above, or on the right in our sidebar.

Life is Inside Out This Week

2010-02-02T09:30:00.001-08:00

Our family has heard a lot of whining this week. Most of it has come from me, to be perfectly honest. We are undergoing a complete floor replacement, and with it has come a generous amount of dis-placement that regularly threatens to send me into orbit for the chaos. If ever we were literally living "inside out", it would be this week. Our furniture is stacked in a corner, food is boxed up and sitting in my office, and the dining room table is crammed inside the kitchen. Fun? Not so much.

I had an epiphany the other day, however, while visiting with staff at Safe Harbor Inn on Muldoon Road.

I have been working with Safe Harbor in planning Trinity's visit as part of the "30-Minute Service Day" coming up this Sunday, so I communicate fairly regularly with staff, a temporary home for displaced families and others needing an affordable, safe place of residence while receiving other community services.

My frustration at not knowing where my stuff is must pale in comparison to the feeling of helplessness for some of the families who call Safe Harbor "home" for the time being. Some families have boxes and boxes of possessions that sit in cars for lack of space in their hotel-style room. Others keep clothing in suitcases, bikes and toys outside (hoping they will still be there tomorrow). Still others have nothing. And I'm complaining about my completely functional furniture corralled in a corner of my warm and cozy home, waiting for a new floor to be installed?

Humility reigns in my heart, today, as it always seems to whenever I stop running and fussing and fuming long enough to listen to its quiet reminder of blessings.

That's living Inside Out.

Date Night Does It

2010-02-01T13:29:00.000-08:00

Hey, youth, this one's for you!

Before you read this post...take 10 seconds to think of something you like to do on a Friday night. Got one? Good.

Ryan Olson here, and I may be taking a big leap on this, but I'm guessing that "spend 3 hours running around with 20+ kids" did not make your list. Maybe it did, and if so, talk to our Children's Ministry director, Megan, immediately, because I am sure she can plug you in somewhere. Like maybe doing VBS at your house this summer...

Anyway, what I'd like to spend a minute reflecting upon is Trinity's Date Night outreach ministry. It may be a shock, but several of the youth, and me, did spend 3 hours running around with 20+ kids last Friday night. We've banded together once a month to give parents a break and allow them the opportunity to spend a few hours alone.

We had six adults and ten youth volunteer their Friday evening with kids from Huffman, Trinity, and all around the Anchorage community. We played tag, went sledding, ate string cheese and goldfish crackers, and even made a dogpile of kids on our student leader, Courtney (always a big hit). We were able to provide an adult/youth contact for every three kids, and each one that showed up encountered something real, worthwhile, and meaningful. Wow.

The next Date Night is Friday, February 26 (parents, register by the 24th via the Trinity web site). Put it on your calendar, youth, and be a part of something Big.

-Ryan Olson, Youth Director

Wednesday Night Fun

2010-01-30T10:45:00.000-08:00

Trinity's Wednesday Nights are always a bunch of fun, especially the last Wednesday night of the month, where families take time to enjoy each other's company through interactive games and activities courtesy of Children's Ministry.

Last week kids and parents held a sledding party at Huffman Elementary (right behind Trinity) and Game Night. A little hot chocolate, a plate of warm cookies, some BINGO and Go Fish, a lot of fellowship. Everyone is welcome to join the fun beginning at 5:45 p.m. for dinner. Activities follow the meal and classes and discussion groups wrap up at 7:15 p.m.

Contact Trinity for more information 907-345-4823 or just show up!

In 11 Days...

2010-01-27T08:36:00.000-08:00

It's coming.

A very, very special day.

You can take blessings you've received, be they time, talent, or otherwise, and present them to our community. Everyone can contribute, everyone can participate.

The only thing we need is Y.O.U.

The 30-Minute Service and community project beings Sunday, February 7 with worship from 10:30 a.m.-11 a.m. We will be serving the Anchorage area from 11 a.m.-1 p.m.

Trinity-poured out.

Call the church office 345-4823 or keep checking the blog for ideas and partners for this incredible day.

What the Heck?

2010-01-25T18:33:00.000-08:00

If you life is like mine, and I'm sure it's similar, you find yourself going back and forth to the same few places: get up in the morning, drive to the coffee shop, drive to work, run some errands, go home, and repeat. I have found myself asking the question, "Where am I supposed to go to reach out to others in Jesus' name?" Sometimes I have time to fit "community service" in my day, but mostly I don't. I also don't quite have the time to get involved in something outside my normal routine that would put me in a place to build relationships with other people outside of my job and home life.
Then I remember that Jesus affected the lives of others as he walked through the marketplace - the most normal of places. What is my marketplace? The grocery store, coffee shop, credit union, restaurant, gas station...all of the places I find myself throughout the week is my marketplace! How am I walking through it? With the intention of finding Jesus in the eyes of all I meet? Not always, but some days I just pray in my car, "God, give me the eyes to see you in those I meet today."
It's never a big deal, it's never a life-changing encounter for me, but who knows what effect my awareness of those around me has on those around me...or even on me.
Where is your marketplace and what encounters have you had there? Post your comments below :).
-Megan Holliday

Annual '30-Minute Service' Coming Soon

2010-01-23T21:43:00.000-08:00

It's almost here! Sunday, February 7 is Trinity's annual 30-Minute Service, a chance to offer ourselves to the community as the hands and feet of Jesus.

Last year, our Trinity community participated in the Ski 4 Women event, helped out at the Recycling Center, spent time polishing cars as they came out of a local car wash, baked cookies for the Rescue Mission, and many, many more activities.

We want to know how your family will spend the day. Share your ideas here, as there are many of us still considering how to best participate in what has become a wonderful way to share our hearts and hands with others, all in the name of Jesus.

Filled up, poured out.

A 'Day On' Instead of a 'Day Off'

2010-01-17T22:39:00.000-08:00

The Rev. Dr. Martin Luther King lived inside out; every day. Tomorrow is the day set aside to honor both his birthday and memory and honor the spirit of a life truly lived as one inwardly strong and outwardly focused.

A campaign to bring awareness of Martin Luther King Day is asking Americans to spend tomorrow in acts of service; nothing fancy, not necessarily as part of an organized activity, but something to make lives better. How appropriate that this day should arrive just as the situation in Haiti grows ever more desperate, when the holidays are over and donations drop and funds are depleted, when taxes are due and emotions stretch thin...

There is no age limit to serving one's community, all that is needed is a love for others and a sense that any contribution, however small, can and will make a difference.

Dr. King said once "Everybody can be great, because everyone can serve." He was right. How will your family or group of friends choose to spend tomorrow?

Helping Haiti: How You Can Contribute

2010-01-14T09:43:00.000-08:00

As Haiti continues to struggle in the aftermath of a 7.2 magnitude earthquake that all but leveled the capital city of Port-Au-Prince, Haiti's largest city, it becomes even more important to know how we can assist in both immediate and longer-term ways.

Whenever a disaster occurs, there are a number of organizations that stand ready to provide basic supplies and services; medical care, shelter, and food. We here at home want to help, too, but often are unsure of how, and what to offer. In this age of internet donations, too, scam artists make a dishonest living by capitalizing on others' misfortuntes, and sometimes we are fooled by what seems to be a legitimate cry for help.

Many aid organizations have requested only money to help in these immediate efforts. In this tangible way, we the donors allow the staff to determine the greatest need and purchase any supplies needed. Below is a list of organizations most of us are familiar with if you or your family wishes to contribute. Their web sites will let you know if anything beyond cash is needed, and how and where to send these items.

I am sure I join hundreds of thousands of people who are praying for the continued efforts of all those involved with Haiti's rescue and relief efforts.

Food for the Hungry

Compassion International

World Vision

American Red Cross

Trinity Parents Meet Weekly

2010-01-11T11:16:00.000-08:00

Parents always like talking to other parents, for it is in these situations we are allowed to vent, enthuse, and allow ourselves to discuss a favorite topic, these little (or big) people with whom we live and love.

Trinity started a Parents' Discussion Group (hmm, maybe we need to come up with a catchy name...) that meets concurrently with our kids' Club L.I.O (Living Inside Out) groups every Wednesday evening. We gather together for dinner with our respective families, then split up for 45 minutes of discussion and fellowship.

For the last few months our group of between 6-8 parents has been reading and discussing Susan Vogt's book "Raising Kids Who Will Make a Difference", a wonderful book that has brought about interesting conversation and a commitment as parents to be proactive in our kids' lives with respect to being truly "filled up and poured out" in our community.

Taking turns week by week leading the discussion, we have talked about everything from our identities as family groups to materialism to spirituality. Our discussions have also centered around how we, a group of families, might become interactive in the lives of others not at Trinity. This Wednesday we reconvene after a few weeks off; we'll be bringing up some ideas for service projects that can involved the entire family in the coming months.

Trinity's famous "30 minute service" will take place in early February, and our group is being challenged to create a project. What should it be? Will you join us?

Any parent, whether or not you have kids at home, is absolutely welcome and encouraged to attend. You don't even have to bring a book! We meet at 5:45 on Wednesdays for dinner, with discussions following. The last Wednesday of the month is a "whole family" activity sponsored by Megan Holliday, our Children's Ministry Director.

Contact Megan at 345-4823, or Erin and James Kirkland at 332-1435 for more information about the Parents' group. We look forward to meeting you!

A New Year, a New Beginning

2010-01-08T16:07:00.000-08:00

The following post is courtesy of Melody Balcao, Worship Arts Director at Trinity...
It is that time of year again. A time of closing and a time of beginning. A time when I think abou what it is that I've done in the last year, new thoughts for what it is God is calling me to in the new year. I am thankful that in the everyday routine I call life, I see god's hand and direction. As I think about what it is to be a follower of Christ, and sense that He desires relationship with me, I see small evidences of His work around me. The most simple of prayers are still a cherished fragrance to the Maker and Redeemer of mankind.

As I reflect on the past, I see small, seemingly meaningless encounters with others, standing in line at the market visiting with a stranger, talking to a bank teller, smiling at a little one and receiving a smile in return, helping someone with their packages, opening the door for someone, and on and on and on. Are these touches of grace, chances to offer compassion, moments of peace in the midst of a world of chaos, or just chance?

I like to think that these are small ways God chooses to use me, one of the wrecked-up vessels of this world to offer a piece of Him to others. In my heart I want to much to be used, to be a witness of grace, love, and compassion. I have been offered so much, so how can I possibly hold it to myself?

Each day I start over again with a simple prayer, "Use me today", and a new adventure begins with anticipation and a smile. What is he going to do next?

Let the blessings flow in abundance!

Still Wondering How to Share Your Story?

2010-01-04T10:37:00.000-08:00

It was exciting to walk into church yesterday and have at least five people comment on our new and improved InsideOut blog, encouraging those of us who have worked on the project since last summer. But there is always more to do.

If you have a question regarding the inner workings of InsideOut or want to know how to post your story, email Erin Kirkland, blog administrator, at e.kirkland0@gmail.com

InsideOut publishes as topics are received, but we do try to list specific events in a timely manner if received as such. Please, send us event information with the appropriate time, date, place, and contact name in the body of an email, along with a photo or two if applicable. This will facilitate prompt posting and less confusion.

God bless you as you consider sharing a life lived Inside Out!

A Review of Christmas from Anaktuvuk Pass

2010-01-01T20:40:00.000-08:00

This from Sally Johnston, Certified Christian Educator and wife to Pastor Keith Johnston at our partner church, Chapel in the Mountains, Anaktuvuk Pass (AKP). Sally gives a hilarious (and a bit frightening) look into their Christmas Eve services this year, and relates it to the probable chaos that actually occured at the original manger after Jesus' arrival. Life is life, no matter who is involved! Thank you Sally for this wonderful glimpse into your life. We hope to hear from you again, and thank you LeeAnn Crumbley for sending this in. (The letter was a a bit long, so it has been edited to fit our blog format).
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Dear Friends and Family,

Keith and I lovingly joke about the holy chaos we often experience as we involve children in worship services at our small chapel, but this was a Christmas Eve service to remember.

Keith left the house around 10 p.m. for the 11 p.m. service, and I promised I would not fall asleep and be there on time. At 11 I awoke to the phone ringing, looked at my watch and snapped awake as I realized the service WAS STARTING!

I jogged-walked along Contact creek, over the bridge and up the hill to the church, and, out of breath, barged in the door. Adults and youth filled the church, while poor Keith dashed about organizing helpers to assist with the Advent wreath, candle-lighting, and communion; my job had I been on time.

Keith gives me directions I only half understand and heads to the pulpit while I scurry around to find art supplies to engage 16 kids in a "quiet activity" and count it a miracle the kids settle down quickly.

Then it is time to light the Advent candles. Keith has asked only four kids to help with the wreath, but when he calls me, at least six other kids come along to "help". In the confusion, as I am helping the designated four candle lighters, my hair catches on fire!

I put the flames out quickly, apologizing for the smell of burned hair (a burnt offering to the Lord???) and continue guiding little hands and bodies in the chaos of children still wanting to cluster close with lit candles in hand. Finally my small hoard and I return to the tables where I keep them fairly occupied through Keith's sermon in English, and again in James' (a friend/helper/volunteer) extended translation of the sermon into Inupiat.

When we get to the singing of Silent Night in both Inupiat and English, all four verses, I have a three-year-old in my lap and a little boy next to me, who manages somehow, during the third verse, to catch the cardboard holder of his candle on fire. He drops the whole thing to the floor, yelling "I'm on fire!" Keith stomps out the flame and another "near miss" on this holy night is extinguished.

After the service we gather around the cake I've made to celebrate Jesus' birth. We sing Happy Birthday to Jesus...but this year I make a last-minute executive decision NOT to put candles on the cake.

As I reflected on the holy chaos of this Christmas Eve, at the Chapel of the Mountains, I pondered about the first Christmas. We imagine a tranquil scene of animals and shepherds gathered around the holy family; but after last night I am imagining a lot more chaos surrounded our baby that first holy night of his birth.

Keith and I have had a lot of discouraging weeks in our ministry this fall as we've wondered if anything hopeful will happen or endure here. But our adventure in worship with children last night somehow reassures me that in the midst of life's chaos, we can trust that Christ continues to be born anew, even when, and where, we don't think it new life is happening. We are just called to keep lighting candles and putting out fires.

We have to trust God with the rest. Christmas joy and hope to you this day!

Love,

Sally

Young Adults Find Strength at Urbana 2009

2009-12-29T21:04:00.000-08:00

This week, while most of us are taking the Christmas tree down, finishing up the last of our holiday turkey and helping the kids figure out their newest Wii game, a group of young adults from Trinity are, literally, on a mission.

Urbana 09 is taking place in St. Louis, one of the largest gatherings of college students and young adults ever to be assembled with a common agenda: learning about tangible ways to connect God's work with their own interests and gifts, and putting them to practice.

One of our young adults, Heather Apperson, sent our Eric Brown a letter shortly before Christmas, and her perspectives fit perfectly with the mission of Urbana. here is an exerpt, full of testimony, faith, and feeling. Heather lives in Juneau for the present. Our young people return at the New Year, and we can't wait to hear all they have received, and what they are about to give in Jesus' name.

"This semester has been packetd full of adventures while exploring the Tongass, the Inside Passage, and the Juneau Ice Field. God and I have had many conversations, and one that always came up was my feeling of restlessness. No adventure was ever enough...deep in my heart I didn't want to trust God in what he asked of me...

...After a series of near misses (while out on adventures) I began to see that I, Heather Apperson, was far from invincible and eternity could be just a moment away...To make a long story short, I chose God, and I wanted to find a way to get my foot in the door and follow my calling, and that is how I heard about Urbana. I'm excited to see how my gifts and talents that will reveal God in a world that has not experienced His hope, love, mercy, and grace. I am here, waiting to see what God's great adventure has in store for me."

What Makes a Wonderful Life?

2009-12-26T13:17:00.000-08:00

My husband and I take a holiday time-out each year to view the Christmas classic "It's a Wonderful Life" starring my favorite every-man actor, Jimmy Stewart. The story is an old one; a man, reaching the deepest depths of despair, believes that the world would be a better place without his (what he perceives anyway) minor contributions.

As the story unfolds and a bumbling but truly gifted almost-angel leads George Bailey around a town that, indeed, does not know this frenzied and probably crazy individual, we see how one man's presence touches another's, and another's, and still more, until an entire community is poised to utterly and completely be full of the bounty George Bailey poured from his own gracious cup of kindness.

Remember the scene where George is being asked to carry on after his father's early death? Standing in a spartan office that now belongs to him, George takes a moment to stare at a framed sampler on the wall. It says "All you can take with you is that which you've given away..." I've watched this movie a thousand times and never before noticed the words or paid attention to their meaning.

Service, empathy, joy, sacrifice.

Love, from the Inside, Out. That's what makes life wonderful. George, the richest man in town, figured it out. Have you?

Polar Plunge Success

2009-12-22T15:18:00.000-08:00

Here are some photos from the 2009 Special Olympics Alaska Polar Plunge, held last weekend at Goose Lake.

Hundreds of individuals (four of them attend Trinity; Daniel and Sarah Fink, Karl Bruening, and Eric Brown) jumped and splashed their way into, and out of, Goose Lake in single-digit (almost zero, really) temperatures in support of Special Olympics. Daniel, in particular, was a driving force behind his East High School team, and gained our vote for most inspirational teenager...

2009-12-14T18:44:00.000-08:00

Welcome to a new and brighter InsideOut blog, we hope you enjoy the expanded offerings. Readers of InsideOut will now be able to access important links, find recommended reading options, and leave comments in a user-friendly format.

InsideOut is for everybody; families, youth and adults will all benefit from the informational posts and inspirational ideas presented here. All we need is you. Any questions? Have an idea? Want to share a particularly meaningful experience as part of a "filled up-poured out" community? Here's the place to do so.

Utilize the comment section and tell us what you think. InsideOut, it's here, it's now, and it's real.

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It's a Blast by Erin Kirkland

Uncomfortable, Yet? by Erin Kirkland

"Who Shall See God?" by Erin Kirkland

The Parable of 'God Doesn't Nag' by Erin Kirkland

Get Hooked and Filled!

30-Minute Service This Sunday!

Healing Misconceptions, by Tom Letts

I Am is Enough...by Erin Kirkland

Huffman Park Project Update! by Megan Holliday

Trust and strays, by Tom Letts

"God's Love in Action": Stephen Ministry at Trinity

Trust and obey?, by Tom Letts

Kids Fun Week Wraps Up to Rave Reviews by Erin Kirkland

2nd Friday post late night by, Tom Letts

Assembly gold, by Tom Letts

Kids Fun Week Rocks and Rolls and Kincaid Park

Late night vote a surprise, by Tom Letts

Big 219th GA vote by Tom Letts

First Full Day Of Plenary by, Tom Letts

Live and In Color by, Tom Letts

They Say Its Your Birthday by, Tom Letts

54 of My Closest Friends by, Tom Letts

Cool GA Sites by, Tom Letts

Going deeper into pc-biz.org, by Tom Letts

Live Site by, Tom Letts

Introduction to the controversial issues by, Tom Letts

General Assembly 'overture' process. by, Tom Letts

Huffman Park Grant Website! by Megan Holliday

Kids Fun Week - Exploring God's Creation! by Megan Holliday

Acronyms, Etc. by, Tom Letts

Do you 'See'? by Erin Kirkland

Trinity Goes Jungle for Mayor's Marathon

Meet Committee 15, by Tom Letts

AKP Update - by Eric O'Neal

Updates from Anaktuvuk Pass 6/3/10 & 6/4/10 by Eric O'Neal

Update From General Assembly Prep by Tom Letts

Lunch for Huffman Teachers & Staff by Megan Holliday

Living Inside Out, Even on Vacation by Erin Kirkland

How Can You Help? Anaktuvuk Pass Trip Needs YOU by Erin Kirkland

Picture link for GA and Tom's travels by Tom Letts

Chicago pre assembly training by Tom Letts

Insights from General Assembly 2010

Trail Time and Spring Cleaning

Feeling Forsaken by Erin Kirkland

Huffman Community Park Project Takes Off by Erin Kirkland

Start>ing Again...

Follow Up to WIFY by Erin Kirkland

WIFM or WIFY: Which station are you tuned into? by Megan Holliday

The Big Picture by Erin Kirkland

"I Am Here" by Erin Kirkland

Live the InsideOut Way This Summer

God-Directed? by Melody Balcao, Worship Arts Director

Do You Have a 'Blind Side'?

Hear That? By Erin Kirkland

Attention Parents, Grandparents, Caregivers: Join us!

A Home Group START>, by Erin Kirkland

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Good Friday is (Not) About Me

Change the World? How?

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Why Follow?

Where Will You Start?

The Parable of the Sower and Trinity

A Quote of Note

Need Something to do This Weekend?

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Inside Out in the Next Generation

Toys Looking for a Home?

Some Thoughts Courtesy of Dietrich Bonhoeffer

Take My Life

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